it is just the beginning of the 3rd trimester but it is starting to killing me now.. these few days is totally tiring even it is just the beginning of the 2nd week..
Imagine that Monday and Wednesday class is from 8 or 9am until 5 or 6pm.. what is more tired is that the only relaxing day which is Tuesday i have discussion until 4 or 5pm even there is only 1 hour class that day.. and everyday i have to walk back home tiredly with my heavy books or laptop.. all of these starts to drive my nerves on now..
i have a good group this semester.. well at least it is compared to last time.. yet there is still a lots of thing to do which is nearly killing me.. is like everyday i have a new task to complete..and somehow i did delay something cause i really don't have the energy to do it either mentally or physically.. i am a human.. i can't bare everything in my mind and do it myself.. don't always think that i am a god or something like that.. i am not GOOD!!
finally i broke down yesterday.. 9am to 5pm in school working and working.. after one hour class i have presentation to complete.. after that i have chess duty which i have to play chess with the participants which ALSO killing most of my brain cell either.. next will be the most tiring thing which is Business Management Project discussion.. i have to say that i am so sorry about that that i did rejected most of the idea.. and maybe in a quite rude ways.. i am so sorry..
after all these discussion i already in the middle of the death where i have to walk back home under the hot sun.. when i reached home, i have script to tidy, i have presentation to prepare, i have report to write, i have computer assignment to do and many more.. while most of them hanging out in jusco yesterday.. haiz.. and now they send me all the presentation thing to me! why is it everything has to be me?! there is 6 people in the group, is i am the only person that alive in that group?! what sort ever...
i was totally tired and i fall asleep during my suppose-to-be-half-an-hour-nap but i end up sleeping 2 hours.. i was so tired until 3 alarms can't wake me up!! after i woke up.. i was like i gain thousand and hundreds kilogram in that nap.. i can't do anything.. and with frustration, i give up everything and went to sleep at 9pm.. and surprisingly i wake around 7am this morning.. and i didn't wake up during that time.. i think i really am tired..
i just hope everything can finish quickly so i won't be that tired though..
anyway.. Happy Chinese New Year~
