送给那些经常笑，但不经常开心的人

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，没有烦恼，像个小孩，
好多人都会羡慕他们，但其实不是这样的..
他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，
更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，
他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴..



他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑著去面对，
但事实上他们长著世界上最脆弱的心灵，
只是长期的偽装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤..

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活著，
期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。
即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，
他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。
因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；
把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多..



他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流著泪，
后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢著灿烂的笑容。
有人说她们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，
在面对太阳的时候永远是明艷的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，
那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活著，
很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，
不得不面对从未想过的争夺和復杂，恐慌、不知所措..
只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪..
因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌..
但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住..
哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的..



他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，
总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑..
而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，
他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大..

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，
肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解..
所以，请别记恨她们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久..
他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑她也会一辈子记得你的好，
因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，
请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！



如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她），
那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，
让他（她）知道这个世界没有拋弃他们..

分享：

有一些人，
很多时候都疯疯癫癫的，可是心里却是很不开心的..

他们用笑来留著身边的每一个人，
不想把负面情绪影响别人​，因为身边的人不开心，他会更伤心…
只要身边的人开心，他也会跟着开心~

即使自己不开心，也希望身边的人可以开开心心的..

原来保持单身有这么多含义

不要说保持单身的男女没情趣，也不要说大学不谈恋爱没意思，有位名人曾说过：

“大学不谈恋爱，后悔四年.. 大学谈恋爱，后悔一辈子..”

学生时代，周围接触最多的人都年龄相仿，所以价值观都差不多，都想着将来有个好工作，有个好恋人。

正因为理想差不多，所以俩个人在一起会很开心，也就很容易走到了一起。至于恋爱是否会影响学习，这里就不说了，因为既有促进作用，也有消极作用，因人而异。



但是，当毕业后，由于工作的需要，或考研的需要，两人必须长时间分开。即使分开前信誓旦旦，但以后见面的机会将会非常少。不要说你会坚守爱情，在事业的压力下你若分心就无法使自己更优秀。而在你事业低谷时，那个搀扶你一把的人，往往使你心存感激，你会发现原来这个人就是你生命中最重要的人。而你原来爱的那个人，对你由爱生恨，你反而失去一个很好的朋友。

所以，现在若有人想跟你交往，估计也是看中近期的利益 (两人在一块的感觉，没有那么多顾虑) 而没有把眼光放远于未来的人。毕竟谈恋爱就得多多少少花钱，而钱全是父母给的生活费，你都还不会赚钱，没有自己的事业，凭什么可以乱花钱呢？从某种意义上讲，是父母在帮你谈恋爱，一点都没有靠自己的力量去追求自己的所爱。



恋人不是随意寻找的，因为在没有完全了解对方之前，对方可以为了吸引你暂时改变自己，而一旦你完全了解对方后，分手就指日可待了。

所以恋爱应该是日久生情，彼此非常熟知后自然地走在一起，甚至无需表白。
不要认为对方人很好就轻易妥协，人好不是爱情的全部，你们必须为爱情的将来做打算。


如果遇到一个你深爱的女孩，而你感觉她也喜欢你，大部分的人都是直接就开始交往了..

这样做的后果可能就是前面所说的，最后失去一个深爱的人..
你或许应该以朋友的名义关心她，在毕业后仍保持联系，然后为了她努力工作。
当你在事业上有所成就后再去找她，如果此时她仍在等你，说明你没看错人。
女孩，如果一个男生他随意就喜欢上妳，那么他以后也会很快就喜欢上别人的。

爱情晚点来，就不会走得太早。
我们并不需要靠失恋来成熟.. 不是吗？

在学校里的爱情是无知的..
在社会中的爱情可能是有目的的..
只有遇到逆境仍走下去的爱情才是永恒的..

爱情不是和一个最适合自己的人在一起，
而是遇到一个更适合自己的人时，
能够坚守自己对所爱的人作出的承诺。

爱情不是两个人眼睛对视，
而是两个人的眼光看着同一个方向。

网上的 “爱你，为你做这些事” 看起来很感人，因为大部分人都不是这种爱情。
爱情不是一种潮流，你要有自己的看法，
在你的理想恋人未出现时，你要有毅力选择一直单身，而不是找个替代品。
当你做到后，网上传的那些事，在你的爱情中是再基本不过的了。



男生，在谈恋爱时不要抱着不适合就分手的想法，一定要慎重地考虑清楚，
女朋友就是你未来的老婆，结婚只不过是多一张无用的纸而已，
结婚并不是为爱情加了锁，真正的爱情从来就不需要任何的束缚。

一旦你选择了恋爱，就要有一种责任感，
你要为你父母的儿子、你老婆的丈夫、你未来孩子的爸爸负责！



单身并没有什么不好，你一样可以关心你喜欢的人，这样可以让大众觉得你是一个很好的朋友；而恋爱中的人，关心别人则会引发醋意，从爱情观说也是对爱情不够忠诚，但不关心别人则又失去很多友谊，一旦你分手了，就赔了夫人又折兵。所以现在单身，不是说你不向往爱情，而是证明你对未来的她的一份痴情。

一个优秀的人 单身说明 这人足够优秀，
一个再优秀的人随意恋爱说明这人的优秀只是表面而已，
真正希望对方好的，就是默默在背后关心对方。
最好的承诺，不是爱你一万年，而是根本不需要承诺..



虽然分手是另一段爱情的重新开始，
但每次恋爱只有一次，一个人在恋爱中对爱情的向往是最多的..
而一旦失败，刻骨铭心…

Funny

You know what
I just realize that I have post many posts lately
Its more than year 2010
haha..
seriously
its funny
But
This shows that I am crazy
^^

别再哭了

别再哭了 - 罗忆诗

伤心情歌播几遍了
你的眼还湿红红的
生命总有些过客
现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯
有些事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了
我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了 多不值得
想一想把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了 多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌 不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的 会经过的

别再哭了 不值得
笑着把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了 多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌 不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的 会经过的

I need to go away

Seriously
Not NOW
Not this
Please
I beg you

No matter what
This is not what I want or wish you to happen
I did my best
That's the best I can do

Please
I beg you

I'm tired if this really happen
I really helpless now
Somebody
Anybody
Take me away

I don't want to face anybody
Not HIM, not my sister, Nobody
I am going to break down

Please
I need help now
Did anybody heard me?
I can't stand much longer now
Please

Mad

What the hell are you thinking you are doing??!!!
Isn't it OBVIOUS that those people have their own purpose ????!!!
I know you enjoy it
But seriously
Can't you just think about safety??!!!
Those guys are not the right person to mix with!!!!!
!@#$%^&*_)(*&^%$#@$%^&*(*&%$#$%^&*(*$%^&*()*&%$%^&*(

I didn't let you meet them and just be with THEM!!
You can't just play around 2 guys at once
Not even when they are best friends!!

Jezzzzzz...
Whoever you playing WITH..
NOT THEM!!!
NEVER IS THEM!!!
NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously use your brain and think!!!
Jezzzz...
And you going down with him but ask another HIM to bring you around?!?!!!!!
And where are you going to stay anyway?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY
USE YOUR DAMN BRAIN TO THINK
@#$&*()(@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

偏爱

张芸京 - 偏爱

把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你 我不撤退

我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的人不喊累
爱上你 我不撤退

我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖

不後悔 有把握 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听 也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听 偏爱 靠我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱 爱
痛也很愉快

hmm.. Let's us cherish what we have now ^^

Cancelationm

30th and 31st of July Genting was fully booked
The only way is cancel the trip
haiz
Really bad

What's the main thing
You yelled at me
You never yell at me just because I don't want to do the booking
And my sister hates me cause I cancel the trip
Come on
I can't go at the 1st of Aug and come back at 2nd of Aug
You yourself say Taxation and French cannot skip
And now you hate because I cancel it
Be logic COME ON!!

Besides, no matter what you did you NEVER forget GYM!!
WHY IS GYM SO IMPORTANT TO YOU?!!!
Did you know that you suppose to bring me go movie tonight
Suppose to bring me to pasar malam tonight?
You DIDN'T!
All you remember is "I will be late for dinner. Cause I'm going to gym!"
Seriously
Between us

haiz
fine

Genting!

lalalalalalala..
I'm heading to Genting SOON!!
What a dream comes true!!
After so long FINALLY I can go Genting liao!!
lalalalalalala..
That's really great news

But there are BAD NEWS!
Jack and my sister so desperate to organize this Genting trip is because they think I am crazy!!
Really and seriously I AM NOT!

My sister urge Jack bring me go out
But he can't cause I am busy
And she thought of me wanting to go to Genting so much
That's why

But who cares!!
I'm going to Genting!! Yay!!
Without parent!! double yay!
With my sister!! triple yay!!
Go movie and sing K at Genting!! Super duper yay yay yay!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Food

I think somebody need to find a way for me to eat food
I barely eat these few days
And I wonder why

Either I have no appetite to eat
Doesn't feel like eating
Or I don't have time to eat

Stomach pain most of the time
Hungry until no longer hungry then pain
The sequence keep repeating

I seriously need to find a way to fall in love with food again
Else
I might end up dying cause of food

Good luck

Exam is coming later
And seriously I am still very very sleepy
No mood to study
Nice whether makes me really want to go back the bed and stay there

haiz
Whatever it is
Still need to wake up and study for later exam and quiz
Gambatee and Good luck ~!

Good actor

I think I am a good actor
Nobody ever know what I am thinking about
Include Jack where I not yet really open my heart to him
He doesn't know anything about me
I lie to him about how I feel and all the thoughts
He didn't even know that I notice something wrong with him

Jezz.. am I such a good actor?
I guess I am
But who cares
Being a good actor can makes other feel nice and comfort
What's wrong of making ourself some uneasiness in turn of making others so happy?

And I am a even good actor now
I did something
To Jack, I sincerely sorry
Ask I said
Give me some time to figure something out

All I need is time
I think even good actor will have to find time to figure out what character I want to be
Time is all I need

What happen?

"What happen?"
What am I suppose to answer that?
I seriously feel like I am an idiot or clown now
Jezz..
I want to die now!

Why do I care anyway ?

Why do I care what you thinking
or what you said
It shouldn't have to do anything to me

I don't want to let myself get drown by all the curiosity
Nobody can ever force anybody to do anything that the person don't like to do

I don't know why I can't sleep last night
I don't know what's bothering me
I don't know anything
All I know is I have to wait until I am dizzy, tired, and no energy
And I though when I wake up it should be 12pm noon
But its not
To my horror, it is only 9am!!
It means I slept only 5 hours or less

Start from the moment I wake up I am not happy
I am tired mentally and physically
I am moody
I don't feel like smiling AT ALL

I was wondering around laying on the bed
Doing nothing
Thinking nothing
Tears coming out
Loneliness fill the space
Problems takes all the mindset
Being helpless and confuse most of the time

I don't know why and how
But the main thing is
Why should I care anyway?
I really don't know what to do

What am I doing?

Jezz.. I was writing like 6 posts for today since last night!
What am I doing?
Why am I behaving like that?
Something is wrong
But what is it??

and I think I am going to be crazy
Seriously, I just dig a hole and jump into it
Am I a commit-suicide person?
I think I am - mentally

Jesus
I really need to focus
But I really can't help it
O-M-G
I am crazy NOW

Am I thinking too much?

I'm not sure whether am I thinking too much
Or am I being too sensitive
I feel something
and I enjoy something
but I feel bad about it

I wasn't sure what happening
What's in everybody's mind right now
or why am I reacting so emotional and unhappy
I really can't explain

I just wondering is it me only
or what?
Am I thinking too much?
I don't know

Declaration

I declare that I might change my thoughts
I declare that I might have something different happening
and I won't going to lie to you
I am going to tell you everything about it
I want to let you know what's coming
No lies between us

I might change
I might lost my faith
I might confuse
But I will let the time past

I spent the whole afternoon thinking, crying, frustrating, struggling for something that I can't solve
The only thing that I can figure it out is
I don't want to lie to him
I don't want to get anybody hurt
I don't want to let the history begins
I will just let time pass and see how it goes

I have to admit it is not just so simple between us
I don't know how to explain
and I don't know how it gets there
It just happen

Whatever it is
I declare everything to
Its still up to us

I'm not sure

I'm not sure why I am doing this
I'm not sure what I want to know
I'm not sure of anything

All I know I will miss it
And I know its time to go back to real word
And I missed it as well

That's the turning point
Not sure where it heads
But seems to be tougher than it looks like

Sometime I wish everything will be nice
But there will be an impossible
Cause I am not sure whether I got the chance to do it again

All I know is that is the once and for all thing
It should be a very happy moment to all of us
Keep it in heart
Share it in mind
But remain and cherish the moment

It's time to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow and that's when you need to wake up from the dream whether you like it or not
Cause I am the only person not sure
Not sure of you
of everything

Once and for all

Great night great movie great time great friends
but that's only once
I was asking myself "Maybe that will be too much to handle don't you think?"
I feel sorry and guilty somehow

By the way, its a really great night

Headache

I am so headache
Is it because of the handphone or the really matter?

Is this the genetic problem?
Why both of us facing the same problem?
The only difference is that she has more problems that I do

Are we the magnet to these kind of problem?
The main thing is both of us having the same way to solve these thing
Seriously I think this is genetic problem!!

Still I am so headache!
Jezz...

I need somebody

Anybody..
Jezz.. don't know why so emo now
I need somebody to hold me and to comfort me..
seriously.. is there anybody?

I'm sorry that I lie

I lied that I am fine but I am not
I lied that its ok but I know I am not
and the main thing is I don't know why!!

I am so sorry that I lied where I know I shouldn't

another perfect jokes

another wonderful and perfect jokes
but why...
why I never feel the humour inside
It doesn't make me feel energetic or excited
I wonder why

Maybe I should just stop thinking of it
It just drive me nuts

All I need is focus
Focus! Focus!