sudden tear running down without any permission
is the heart hurt by him? yeah
is the heart broken by him? no YET
i admit that he can make my heart hurt is because i love him and i care too much of his opinion
but suddenly i miss you
i know i should pay more attention on the exam but i miss you with a sudden
however i just can't tell you
you won't be able to appear in front of me just like you promise
well it is not your fault is mine
is me who do not have the courage to ask anything else from you anymore
i asked too much which i never deserve it
but i miss you that you always honest to me but never once hurt me that much
i did contact you sometime but i never get the response i want
well that is expected but sometime is that the hope keeps me alive even it is hurt sometime
sometime i don't want to find you as i know i shouldn't but whenever i come to trouble beside him i might sometime think of you
sometime i know that you will have the way to tell me what to do
the only different is you and me is not as good as last time and i shouldn't like that
whenever i have trouble with you i always hope that you will be around but i know i can't so do you
i miss you as a brother and i don't know why i have the sudden urge to contact you
maybe i just get slightly upset well it is not as slightly as i said by many thing
exam tonight.. busy whole week until next week.. good luck !!!!!!!!!!
