我们都傻

电视剧【醉后决定爱上你】插曲

＊计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表又对我的心 撒了 多少谎
但每次我都选择 选择相信
相信你是爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神　我很窒息
难道你没有看见　看见我对你的好
还是你忘了　那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻　傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻　傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻　傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　继续温习我会　讽刺也无所谓
我说我傻　傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻　傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

Eye Swollen

Guess I don't remember how I slept last night
But I looked messed up today
SHOOT~

Another Night With Tears

No matter how hard I wish
It never happens
That's when people learn from their lessons for not putting hope on things

Good Night and Sweet Dream ^^

Suffocate

Yes

Yes, I am stupid because
People do crazy things... when they're in love.
Quotes from Hercules in Disney

Rough Day

I don't care what my sister did
I don't bother what my sister and my mother said
I don't mind what others said about my appearance and my attitude

No matter which side my parents took
No matter what anybody did to me

I cried
On the plane
On the airport
On the bus

Nobodies ever care
Worst, they looked at you like some pathetic person
Well, I don't need that

Thank you
But I just don't need that

I am good with myself
I tried my best
To be a good girlfriend
To be a good daughter
But I never good enough for anyone of you

Sorry
I just not good enough

Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace Serenity

I hope you know I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and
you'll be mine Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace Serenity

I hope you know I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry



It's time to be a big girl, a tough girl
To be strong anytime
To be unpenetrable

No matter what happened during the trip
No matter how hard the life is
No matter what people said
I should be tough enough to ignore

No matter how unhappy I am
No matter how people treated you
No matter how unfair the life is
I should be strong enough to resists it

Say Goodbye to tears
Say Hello to the strong heart

No more crying for unnecessary stuff
Cause people aren't going to care

Be a big girl
And Big Girl Don't Cry

Before I Fall In Love

my heart says we've got something real
can i trust the way i feel
cause my heart's been fooled before

am i just seeing what to see
or is it true could you really be
someone to have and hold
with my heart and soul
i need to know before i fall in love

someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
please tell me now before i fall in love

i'm at the point of on return
so afraid of getting bummed
but i want to take a chance

please give me a reason to believe
say that you're the one that you'll always be
someone to have and hold
with my heart and soul
i need to know before i fall in love

someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
please tell me now before i fall in love

it's been so hard for me to give my heart away
but i would give my everything
just to here you say

someone to have and hold
with my heart and soul
i need to know before i fall in love

someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
please tell me now before i fall in love

It's late to know caused I fall in love to someone by not knowing all these
Waiting

No Promises

There is one day when I wish that your promises are promises that I can keep

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl
I just need you to know girl

I don't wanna run away
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl
I just need you to know girl

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

When the Hearts Breaks

I wish one day
There is a one day that you will tell me
"I'll Never Break Your Heart"

baby i know you are hurting
right now you feel like you could never love again
now all i ask is for a chance

from the first day
that i saw your smiling face
honey i knew that we would be together forever

ooh when i asked you out
you said no but i found out
darling that you'd been hurt
you felt that you'd never love again

i deserve a try honey just once
give me a chance and i'll prove this all wrong

you waked in you were so quick to judge
but honey hi's nothing like me

i'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

i'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

As i walked by you
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby

And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)

And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)

I deserve a try (try) honey
Just once (once)
Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong (wrong you walked)
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

i'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
i'll never make you cry
i'd rather die than live without you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)
I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear)
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)

Confused

I wasn't really sure what to do
Well, honestly I don't know
I know what I did never going to be right for both
I know it is being unfair to both of them
But tell me
How am I suppose to do?
God damn it, I am seriously tired about this

Persistent

I am damn tired but I still online
Just to hope that I can talk with you
You promised that you will be there
And you didn't

I guess I am trying to be persistence here
To make up what had lost between us
Not sure whether it will happen
But I tried
At least I tried
Tried to make things better
To get what we used to have
To get once we both had
The passion to love

Wish

Just wish that you are really miss me
Wish that even you are tired you will still there for me cause i want you to
Wish that you really love me like you mean it
I wish
I wish a lot of things
Just never thought will it come true

Funny

Well, out of sudden
My madness turn into laughter
I just realized how stupid you are
And how funny you are
Too bad
I am so sorry for you ^^

Cursing words

arse
ass
asshole
bastard
bitch
bollocks
child-fucker
Christ on a bike
Christ on a cracker
cunt
motherfucker
shit
shit ass
shitass
son of a bitch
son of a whore
sweet Jesus

http://www.noswearing.com/dictionary/b

Ass Hole!

Ass Hole
Ass Hole
Ass Hole
You are one big fat ASS HOLE!!

ARGH!!!!

‎Tan Yao Yi, is Amira Adam Jia Voon Liew Pang Yg Kuan our committee?

 ·  ·  · 23 minutes ago

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    Tan Yao Yi They are not involve USS Trip! Just only focus for another event! =)

    21 minutes ago · Edited · 
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    Teng Ang erm, I don't get it, I tot all as long as you are the committee of the club, you have to do booth duty no matter are you in charge in any trip or not.. so from what you meant is they don't have to duty?

    18 minutes ago · 
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    Tan Yao Yi Good question, if big event booth duty, club committees need to come also? Haha.. They busy preparation for next big event, so i withdraw them out first..

    3 minutes ago via Mobile · 
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    Teng Ang haha.. ic~ ok.. you the boss ^^

If that so, Please
They are not the committees of the board
They are only the committees for the events
Cause they are not attending any meetings and contribute anything to the club
But only events

Please use your fucking big fat brain to think you son of the bitch

You know what?
Your stupidity and your moronity are wordless to describe
There will be no words to describe you !

All I can say is
F*** you !
And
Screw you!!

Moron!

I just realized how much Moron you are!!
You are really a son of the Bitch man!!
You are really a typical one
I give you a big round applause!

What the fuck is that they are not in charge in the trip and only in charge in other events?
Well, if they are the committee of the board
Show responsible
Show commitment
If they are only the committee of that particular event
Please remove them from the list of committee board

What the fucking hell is that they don't in charge in the trip?!
They aren't in charge in ANY of the trip you moron genius!
They only in charge of your 111 event!

If they cannot contribute
Clear them out of the way
How can a committee that do not in charge of the trip can have excuses for duty?
If that so, all of the committees do not have to duty anymore
Left the director and 2 assistant directors to do
What the kind of excuses is this?

Did you realize that you are a pain ass hole?!
You really really pissed me off right now
Really

There is no reason where we have to duty and they don't
NO EXCUSES!!

Sick

Yesterday was a horrible day

Guess during the class I was really freezing like hell

The body was shaking 

I wonder why it is so cold that day 

3 hours 

I am nearly dead

Then I went back home 

Busy cooking 

The whole housemate ate together beside Yi Mei 

We got a lot of food actually 

I thought we are not going to finish them up but...

Really 

Everytime they shocked me with their appetite

They finished them!! 

Holly Crow! 

After that I slept 

In fact, the whole house slept

Only me the person who woke up so early 

Everyone slept until 4 - 6pm 

I woke up around 2pm 

Got dizzy head and stuff 

Then I washed the toilet, the fan, sweep the floor and washed my clothes 

Really really exhausting 

But I still have to do 

Then I was planned to go Jongker to find my pencil box 

Nearly, I can't able to go 

I was just wondering 

Why is it so hard for me and him to go out lately?

Why is it so many obstacles? 

He even yawn when going out with me finding stuff

Really? Is it so boring? 

Then half way back, I just realized I am super dizzy and the head was super heavy 

I told him but he seems like didn't listen in
Keep on asking me for Durian Ice and Cendol
Wow!
You really don't know how much I wanted to eat

Still we still went to Jongker after that
And finally
I found my pencil box

Then I was totally Sick
After dinner
I was really headache and dizzy enough
Still I don't want to bath
I watched movie
Then bathed
After that James asked me to Jusco
They is really honestly TOO MANY people
But James them know that I wasn't feeling well

After that they brought me to drink bitter tea
Honestly, it was really really bitter
I drank it in one shot
It wasn't that bad UNTIL the bitter left on your teeth
It was really awful!

Then something happened in Mixx
I have to say that it's really bad to have such attitudes
Where you take granted of people
And you want to go there have fun but don't want to pay
Really
I have no comment
I just realized that
There is always the best to have our own best friends together
I missed the time going to Mixx with Justin, Rene and Wei Lun

Then time passed
I was hell tired and dizzy
Watched "Battleship" that downloaded
After that I am seriously horribly tired
Slept with music and light on

Really
I am not fever
But I felt not well
I am cold but I am all hot around my body when people touched me
Sick

Have to get well soon in order to go for holiday next week!!
Please Get Well SOON!! 

Unfair!

It is so unfair that I found those videos
But none of them can open!!
UNFAIR!!

The Land Before Time

The Land Before Time II: The Great Valley Adventure

The Land Before Time III: The Time of the Great Giving

The Land Before Time IV: Journey Through the Mists

The Land Before Time V: The Mysterious Island

The Land Before Time VI: The Secret of Saurus Rock

The Land Before Time VII: The Stone of Cold Fire

The Land Before Time VIII: The Big Freeze

The Land Before Time IX: Journey to Big Water

The Land Before Time X: The Great Longneck Migration

The Land Before Time XI: Invasion of the Tinysauruses

The Land Before Time XII: The Great Day of the Flyers

The Land Before Time XIII: The Wisdom of Friends

These are what I found

How Am I suppose to find the others? 

Any Idea? 

Sometimes

There are sometimes
Some particular moments where I will think about
"Why can't you....?"
"Why can't you....?"

You know there are some moments I really wish that you have at least 1% of him
I know you wouldn't like this
But just a little bit

Remember I told you before that I don't mind getting all of your bad things
Because I love you
Because I choosen you
I don't blame myself
I take it because it is you

I can be so "grand" and understanding
I tried
I really tried

But sometimes you really makes me feels like
Urgh

I know people said that you are taking granted of me
Almost everyone
On what I did and how you did
I don't mind
In fact I don't care
I know it sounds stupid
But I wanted to do
I want to do it for you

But sometimes did you ever thought that I might be very tired?
Or someday maybe someday I might just want to walk out of it?
Yes, there are moments where I don't really feel of doing these
I mean in working hard on our relationship
Taking care of you
Trying to make you happy
Trying to do everything

Sometimes I wish to just get back to my normal student life
Get back to the life where I can do whatever I want
Or at least get back to the moment where we used to have
The passion perhaps?
The care and love perhaps?

You feels that because we already been almost 3 years
And you are glad that our life are like husband and wife
But did you really think that I DON'T want it?

Yes, I am proud
Technically
But I am not
I fall in love with you when I was 18
It had been taken my 3 years for you
And you want me to do all these for the rest of my life?

Yes, my mum is
She engaged with my dad
Then for the rest of her life
She was concentrate on my dad
Serving him take care of him

You know what?
That's the difference of Love and To-be-Love

You know why my parents don't want me to get boyfriend that early?
Because they don't want me to be like my mother
Cause they know I will do everything or give everything to my boyfriend

When I left my home
I first met you and in love with you
You are totally my world
I don't even want to bother other guys

Even people trying to woo me
I was like "ok.."
Until that day went out with Justin
I just realized that what he is doing is what I was doing all these time
And he told me
"This is the difference of To-Love and To-Be-Love"

You always asked me why I let WP to get close to me
Even I know you don't like
Cause didn't you realize?
I was only have these few friends
Close friends since my foundation
If you are not around
There is nobody I can find
Justin working, She Rene busy
Whoelse I am going to find?

You are busy
You said that you don't have the freedom
You want free permit to go futsal and gym
I given you
I given you everything
Your freedom as well

I know you are tired after the exercise
I really tried to be considerable
But
It just........
Not right

I was thinking
Why are we like very suffer to compromise with each other ?
Why are we actually doing right now?
Seems like we both are force to be together

I am not talking because I might want to choose WP
Well, he is not a choice
Not anymore
I don't want to go back there anymore
Not now not in the future

I was talking about you and me
Sometimes
I really feel like just take a month break
To breath
To rest
To be alone

Did you get it?
All I want is somebody to care about me
Somebody to REALLY love me
Somebody to REALLY hug me or kiss me
Not because I asked for it
Not because "It had been long time you never hug me"
It's because you want to
It's because deep down in your heart
You wanted to

You asked me why am I stopped pillow chatting with you
Cause you said that you are tired and you want to sleep
I tried to be considerable
That's why I sleep without saying anything
I know you are forced to talk with me
Even you said you will pat me to sleep
You are the one who sleep first

Everytime
Almost everytime
Night moment was the hardest
You always know how to make my heart hurt like damn hell
You always makes me cry to sleep
And then I will be dreaming about those old dreams again and again

Everytime
Even some special moment
Do you really have to ask me "You really want it do you?"
Well, sometimes there are things that I don't have to say it out
I don't want you to love me because I wanted you to
You don't have to wait me ask you to kiss me
Or ask some bullshit answer
Even I need to ask you to hug me to sleep
What is that ??

You get it?
I want the OLD us

But I guess you were thinking that I was going crazy again
Thinking that I wanted to get fight out of no where
I just wanted you to understand
Do you get it?

Tourism Club

Honestly 

I have to say 

Tourism Club is dead

Damn dead

Due to what reason? 

Unity problem

What's the problem?

Because of the leader, the President

It used to be a very nice and warm club 

But not anymore 

Politics 

Selfishness 

Proudness 

I have to say 

You might think that you have the right to be selfish 

You have the right to be proud 

Well, I have to say

NO

You holding the presidency 

You DON'T have the right to be selfish

Yes, you may be proud

But out of what reason? 

Think of it 

I used to salute you 

Not anymore 

I imagine you too perfect and too capability 

After what happened lately 

I was thinking 

What happen to you? 

After internship, you are hell like another person 

Everyone leaving you 

Don't tell me the bullshit stuff that people envy you 

Well, you have NOTHING for people to envy 

Honestly, you DON'T have!

So, what's going on with you anyway?? 

I left, Jack left, Joseph left, She Rene left

Even Dennis was half way on it 

Honestly, all the loyal people left you 

You really think you can manage it?! 

People can be proud 

But don't be too arrogant

There are things that you can't be done ALONE 

You need people 

You need help 

Don't think that you are very capable 

A good leader is the person who can get people together to do something
Not to do everything on your own 

That is a good worker or follower do IDIOT

Don't think that you feel yourself as genius cause you can proudly said you did everything

Yes, I can say you are capable 

But you are not a good leader 

You said that A leader cannot satisfied everyone 

Somebody will hate you 

Yes, I agreed that 

But the problem is EVERYONE that knows you HATES you 

Think about it GENIUS

Raining

Exact feeling of mine right now

It rains 

Should be peaceful 

Should be enjoyable 

But 

There is always tears 

Weather you know or not

Listening to songs NOW

1. Hero - Mariah Carey
2. A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Down

I don't know why am I so emotion NOW
ZzZ

感同身受

The same feeling where people put every hope on you 

They want something from you 

They cheer for you 

They worship you 

And then you failed them 

I've been there 

It's not good 

It's not nice 

It was a rough journey for me to get lost with all those disappointment

I don't know what is going on with Dato Lee's mind 

But I really don't feel happy 

Whatever it is 

Tried our best to do everything 

So that even there is regret in your heart or mind

You still done  your best 

 

Olympic Badminton Final

Well, it was kinda nervous to watch both Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei playing badminton
The same feeling like the last 4 years
But my Dato had improved A LOT

I have to say that I am not really happy about the result
I feel very sad to Data
I can see the effort he puts into the game

There are people that cheer for him cause of
1. Ice Cream
2. Holiday
3. Politic
And others

But honestly
I just want him to win
I don't know why
Not that I am a patriotic person

When I saw him playing
Saw his disappointment and nervous
The same thing used to happen on me
Where everyone put all the hope on you
Where everyone expect something from you
And you fail

Even it had been the best effort you put
You never be happy
That's why Dato cried
Worst, he posted "I'm sorry"
He apologized that he didn't win the gold medal

Of course, it is not his fault for not winning the gold medal
But
It's just everyone put hope on him
And he wants it too

Don't cry
Don't apologize
You tried your best
It is really the best game
I can say that at least it is really much better than the Olympic before
You improved
Your effort did paid off
Nobody can blame you

In fact, you gain my salute
You gain my respect
You gain the pride from us
Don't worry

At the end
I have to say
Without you
Nobody will know Malaysia
Without you
The flag of Malaysia won't be hanging there
Without you
Malaysia will not ever won a medal in Olympic
Not to mention a silver medal
You are our honour and pride
Don't worry
You are our hero~!

Here our Malaysia, because of you Data Lee!

     

21/12/2012 - 25/12/2012

‎2012.12.21～25日 科學家終於確定了

不管真也好、假也罷。趁着社會還美好、多陪陪家人、朋友。
我們會在3天的0度空間中度過，當然這會死很多人…

科學家終於確定了

科學家終於確定了2012不是末日
只不過是地球進入了光子帶，但在完全進入的一瞬間，我們會在3天的0度空間中度過，當然這會死很多人

磁極顛倒

3度空間退到0度空間，無疑是毀滅，但迎來的是嶄新的世界，有很多很多人會在那3天中存活下來

那3天正是太陽系，在光子帶中發生的巨大的化學變化，人類體内原子也將重新組合，迎來了4度空間第5個紀元

個人理解；瑪雅人說的不是世界末日，他明明寫的是" 2012年12月21日的黑夜來臨，12月22日的黎明不會到來"

想必瑪雅人也是與我們生活在一個空間，他自然無法預測4度空間的事情了，而且12月22日沒有白天。

但3天後，差不多是聖誕，白天就會來的! 12種預言都紀錄了2012是不平凡的一年。

聖經密碼、推背圖、台灣瑪雅語、小孩藏僧、乃至雙魚到水瓶的過渡时間... 都表明了這一切

最真實的該是美國NASA太空總署的調查了，在1960年發現遠處有一團星體(其實就是光子帶)

在前幾年發現2012將會發生生南北磁極颠倒

在2011年會發生生4次日蝕

我們生活在第4個世紀與第5個世紀的交界

我們應該感到驕傲

3度空間到4度空間最需要的就是人類精神的力量


但願
我會活下來
目睹這一刻...3天的黑暗

人類的進化，光的時代，4度空間 ，一切聽起來好像一部科幻小說，不過是真是假無所謂。到2012就一切都知道了，死不死又怎麼樣 ?進入光子時代也會死，只不過肉身不會腐爛罷了，如果是真的，我真感謝生活在這個年代，話說回來，人類是該進化了。

科學家們認定2012年為太陽分子活躍巅峰、期間可能造成全球通訊癱瘓。科技可能倒退幾十年、甚至更嚴重的後果。不管真也好、假也罷。趁着社會還美好、多陪陪家人、朋友。當然、還有你的戀人。現在開始、珍惜身邊的人吧。不要像電影裡那樣、瞬間什麼都沒有了
By I'm Hong


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Someone wrote this
You know what I thought when I read it?
Early celebration for my 21st birthday

I don't know why
I dreamt about this before
And I know the endings of the dream
That's why I am so particular with this events

Will it really happen?
Honestly, I really don't like this idea
But whatever it is
I can't do anything
No matter what I do
This day will come

So don't worry be happy
Love the one beside you
Care them
And forgive them
Enjoy the life before it is too late

Twilight + New Moon + Esclipe

I miss you desperately
Are you?

I want to hold you
But where are you now?

Thanks

Thanks for helping
But I guess I just have to sleep on the table to prevent I fall a deep sleep
Since I had promised people
ZzZ

Sweet Dream
Sleep Tight!

Tired~!

What the hell
It's really a tiring week
Presentation over presentation
Assignment and midterm some more

Really, are you kidding?
I can sleep when I sit
Imagine how tired am I

Now it's raining
I still cannot sleep while the whole housemates are sleeping
Torturing!

First Class

Today, one of my junior asked me something
Totally took me off guard
He asked, "How did you study to get first class?"

Good question!
But there is no answer

I really don't know what am I suppose to tell him
Poor junior
He found the wrong person

The only thing I told him is "I got lucky"
And of course
Having first class in Accounting is not about Luck at all
But whatelse can I say?

I AM lucky to have Siok Ching around me and helping me
I AM lucky that our lecturers helped us
I AM lucky that the questions came out with what I know

I told this poor guy that I am not pro
I didn't attend classes or do any homework
I didn't even listen in tutorial classes
So, I can't give any advices

But he replied me that
"Wow! You are so pro man!"
I was like "What the HELL?"

Poor junior, I really can't help you
No matter what advice I gave you
It's wrong!!
Cause you are damn hardworking
That is certainly not me!!!!

So, never ask me how I score
Never ask me how to study
I studied last minutes
But I did really studied when times come

So, good luck junior!

Understand

All I want is you to understand me
What I am thinking
What I really hope for

It's not that I want to get into a huff
I just really really want you to know me
Can you do that?