new world

i have totally no comment and not going to comment any of these things because i really getting more and more feed up with it.. whatever.. i am just going to pretend that i'm not care with everything.. i just going to be blind.. that's all.. it wasn't that hard anyway to be blind and heartless sometime.. its pretty good to our health.. haha.. i'm glad i realize these theory.. haha.. welcome to another new world.. good luck ^^

unfair

i really don't understand
is me the one who difficult to understand or
is nobody really good enough to know about me?!
why did i have to explain everything even some of them is really damm common sense?!

whenever there are problem why always me the one who have to solve the problem?
and what did i get in return?!
why you guys have problems and you guys can ask help from me while i can't ask anything from you guys?!
FXXXXXX AXX HXXX!!!!

i really don't know whether is me an idiot or
i am TOOOOOOOOO damm kind to anyone of you

i really don't know what should i be
a demon?
an evil?
a devil?
a good guy?
an angel?
what you guys want from me?!
i am a human if you really notice that
i have feelings and temper
argh~~ why is it so hard to let you understand me?!!!!!

when i need somebody or anybody beside me
just quietly beside me
accompany me
stop asking lots of question towards me
there is nobody ~
when i need somebody to help me
another problems came in
when i need somebody
where are they ?!

it is so unfair!!!
i just want somebody to be with me
is that that hard?
i want somebody who really understand me
knows when i need them even i say no
i need somebody who accompany me when i need them
is there any?

life is just unfair~~~