temperary goodbye

i am leaving tomorrow morning.. and that's why i am going to say goodbye to most of my friends.. that time i can't make it but today i hope i can make it by writing this blog.. no matter how far we had been, no matter what we are doing or going to do, i hope everyone of us is going to remembeer us.. the memories we had.. things we gone through and never forget each other no matter what.. keep in touch no matter how busy you are..
temperary goodbye is really a nice term to say cause it is just temporarry cause i am not going to bloging for a very long time.. so take care all of you.. this temperary goodbye is going to be sweet among us.. so take care all the time guys.. goodbye and i will try my best to keep up everything new to you all by bloging..
take care and all the best to your future.. ^^

One day at Penang

one day in penang is really nice actually.. everything here is so nice and familiar.. the food, the environment, the places are all better than Kuala Pilah to be honest.. today is sister birthday.. we celebrated in Tambun eating seafood.. haha.. nice and lovely dinner we had with her friend actually.. haha.. seafood.. i din eat it for years.. haha.. years.. really.. we finished everything we had ordered.. haha.. really.. nice.. haha... especially the crab.. haha.. i love it a lots.. !!




at home.. i ate durian, hokkien mee, karli mee, char keow tiao.. haha.. soo nice.. everything is so perfect.. haha.. stay at home is really nice actually.. everything is so warm and lovely.. everything is so nice.. my own bed, own laptop, own thing, familiar people and town and food.. my god.. i seriously miss it.. haix... i never going to deny that penang always is the heaven of everything!! food and shopping centre.. my beloved penang always my first place of heaven to stay..!! never doubt that.. always..

Kolej Matriculation Negeri Sembilan (KMNS)

this is my kolej.. Kolej Matriculation Negeri Sembilan.. big enough to kill all of us.. haha.. my hostel is on the hill which is the farthest hostel in the college.. haha.. i have to walk at least 10 minutes whenever i want to go to kuliah, tutorial, library.. my god.. good excersice.. haix.. then the food there is really my god.. all karry, fried, and spicy.. i wonder how they can survive.. haix.. most of us constipation the first few days we are there.. haix.. cause there had no fruits there.. my god.. and my stomach is sooooo wierd when i am there.. gastric and so uncomfortable..

Block B - Boys Hostel

Cafeteria B


see the long road?! haix...


want to see my room? haha.. not really nice and really really old.. haix..

my bed


my cupboard




my study table

two weeks in KMNS.. the first week is totally a disastous.. my godness.. everything rushing here and there.. we all like the victim of the earth quake or something.. my godness.. no time enough time to eat and bath.. just imagine that half hour to bath and eat and included 10 minutes to walk to our hostell... and everyone want to eat and bath at the same time.. haix.. everything is like snatch snatch snatch rush rush rush rush like crazy.. Orentation week is so tired cause we all only sleep for 4 hours only everyday.. every morning the malays praying we had to go listen to the talk.. every morning is like the body is there but the soul is no where else.. my god.. everyone is like dat.. haix.. then waiting waiting when they praying.. waste of time.. see all these picture..? waste of time!!














everyday activities is more or less like that.. the last day is a really happy day cause no more victim-life-style.. that night is really !@#$.. one malay girl cry and say with mike in front of the VVIP say that us Chinese always stay together and they can't make friends with us..! my god!! just three day we been there of couse we stay with our friends.. my god.. they are so selfish.. haix.. even like that.. we all is so care about each other.. haha.. we all always care back to back among us and we alwyas stay happy..











after one week of tourture.. another week had started.. our classes started.. wow.. i remember the moment i saw it.. i nearly vomit blood.. my class is from 8am till 4pm sometime i till 5pm straight.. my god!! but i am lucky that i am the same class with jooi ying.. and me, sin yen, jooi ying and hui ming always togehter even though we are not same block.. haa.. at least we are really nice to each other.. ^^

talking about my roomate.. three of them so nice to me.. haha.. they threat me like a child.. i always run here and there and when they can't find me.. they will start looking for me like i am missing.. my god.. they are really nice.. but one of them like to borrow things from me.. bad habits.. that's why i locked everything in my cupboard.. haha.. and they like to eat supper.. my god.. so unhealty.. ZZZ.. my roomate is Ayun, Atin and Fana.. haha.. we all are the AJK of the block.. haha.. their fault for voting my name out.. jezz.. i never especting this!! haix.. my god..!!



the first week of study.. all i can say is WOW!! one hour one chapter.. lectural are sooooo...haix.. i miss all my teacher in JIT SIN and my friends too!! they are so nice and so clever compare to what is here.. haix.. i can say we all are so naif compare to my malay classmate.. they like to "use" us chinese student cause they are really really no basic.. haix..
talking about classmate.. to be honest.. i hate malay boys!!!! they are sooooo !@#$%^.. they like never seen girl in their life.. urgh... i hate them.. one of my clssmate is really really !@#$%... all i can say is "help wanted".. i really hope he can stop bugging me arond!!!!!! haix.. that's all i can say cause there is too much to say and to write.. and i am so lazy.. haha..
i am back this week because of my sister birthday.. long journey to reach home.. so it is going to be the same when we going back to KMNS.. 8 hours.. haix.. may god let us have a save and happy journey in KMNS..
in short, i miss my friends a lot!!

then we going out to Kuala Pilah cause we don't go home last week.. we go out just to buy something that we don't have.. especially fruits.. of course, we also try to go praying in the temple.. the temple is hundreds years old.. haha..






we also went to eat Chinese dinner there.. even though it is not as nice as here.. but it is enough for that time cause the food in the campus is soo... wordless.. haha..

group of us eating.. kakaz..

our dinner..

decision i had make

the decision i had make about JPA scholarship and matriculation.. i understand that everyone said that i am weird to do this and make myself difficult but this is what my parents do the best for me.. i went to matriculation negeri sembilan to study for one week.. today i came back is for my sister.. she birthday today.. one week there is a totally new experience.. i went to matriculation doesn't mean that i gave up the JPA schlarship.. i still waiting for the offer letter.. all the matter is the college they offer for me.. if they offer a "useless" college, of couse i will stay in matriculation and it doesn't bother me at all.. i won't feel any waste... that the decision i make for now.. i will still try my best to maintain a good result and good spirit when i still there.. cause that is my duty to make myself get used to the environment there.. JPA or not it doesn't matter.. i made my decision and i will be patient to wait..
i really hoope that everyone is there for me and my parents too...

i am goin to cry and tired to death

Nombor MyKad 911222075102
Nama Penuh ANG CHOON THENG
Kursus PERAKAUNAN
Negara MALAYSIA
Status BERJAYA IPTS
Jawapan TIADA MAKLUMAT


Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) telah mempertimbangkan dengan saksama permohonan saudara/saudari
untuk mendapatkan Biasiswa Persekutuan bagi melanjutkan pengajian ke luar negara di bawah Program Ijazah
Luar Negara (PILN) 2009. Berikutan bilangan tempat yang terhad berbanding bilangan calon cemerlang yang
memohon, JPA tidak dapat menawarkan penajaan kepada saudara/saudari untuk pengajian ke luar negara.

Walaubagaimanapun JPA bersetuju untuk menawarkan biasiswa kepada saudara/saudari untuk melanjutkan
pengajian di peringkat Persediaan/Foundation di bawah Institusi Pengajian Tinggi Swasta yang akan ditetapkan
oleh JPA.

Surat tawaran rasmi akan dihantar kepada saudara/saudari melalui pos setelah jabatan ini mendapat pengesahan
penerimaan tawaran daripada saudara/saudari.

Sila klik butang 'Terima Tawaran' sekiranya saudara / saudari menerima tawaran atau klik pada butang
'Tolak Tawaran' sekiranya saudara / saudari menolak tawaran. Sila sahkan penerimaan / penolakan
sebelum 11 Mei 2009.

people used to be happy about JPA and why am i so tired and sad aobut it?! damm!! everyone's information keep freaking my mum up!! and she keep on and on to bother me.. i am goin to cry.. i am so tired..

what should i do? go matric or JPA? what if i can't manage and get result in the foundation?! half way.. then how?! duh!! should i go tomorrow?!

8/5/2009 another wonderful day

hmm.. i gues i can say that it is another wonderful day before i go to negeri sembilan.. i hang out with sister, him and hui ming.. haha.. it is sort of weird but we did have fun.. hehe.. sort of a crazy bunch there.. haha..

Hui Ming fetch us go there and we nearly crash into accident during the journey but it is lucky that we are fine.. haha.. but i can't say that to her car.. her car had crash a little bit and that bother her alots cause she worry about what her father would say.. then we started the shopping.. well.. actually it had not been lots of shopping there cause we all had the same purpose - mother's day present.. which is totally easy for our mum cause we know what to buy her - a wine.. and for hui ming.. i can't say her mum is a lucky woman or hui ming is an unlukcky daughter.. her mum have everything and she don't know what to buy for her.. we walk and walk all day still can't find anything that her mum don't have.. haix.. so she still don't buy anyting for her mother YET.. poor girl.. want to see my mothers day present? haha..


then we went to watch movie.. since it is Friday noon and the movie had been played for very long time ago.. so it don't have so many people in the cinema.. we sat at the couple sit.. haha.. it is so funny that we had to sit beside sister's couple sit.. haha.. we din even want to look at them same as they don't want to look at us.. but it had sometime that when i want to call her i hid his hand.. urgh.. so ashamed.. ZZZ... after watching the movie.. we wanted to play boling.. but it scared me a little bit cause i never play before and i am going to be embarrased myself in the room.. lucky to me i can say that there are no more "space" for us and we had to wait.. haha.. so we turn out to play ding ding.. my old favourite entertainment center.. haha..

it is really reallly long time i don't be there.. haha.. we raced car which is my favourite game.. hehe.. because i had been sooooo long for not been played so i look little clumsy.. haha. but not with a miss bigger and beside me.. haha.. she is realy suck.. wahahahaha.. i can wait for her in the middle of the game.. kakakkazzz.. hahah.. in a little short word.. she lose and i beat her easily and badly.. haha.. but i am not going to say that to hui ming.. cause she is good.. haha.. half fight.. hehe.. then we play drum.. haha.. it is so funny.. we hid it togther in one game of course it is going to be perfect.. haha.. not bad.. and we hid it seriously hard.. haha.. he said:" there are only two possibility.. either all of you had so long don't play and every high or you all really frustrated and need somthing to hit of.." haha.. he is so funny.. he looked us play like crazxy monkey there helplessly.. haha.. all his job is to take care our bag and take the token areound with us.. haha.. nice~~..hehe.. we played basketball too!! haha.. we did scored good.. haha... not bad to me.. haha.. it is fun and tird and hot and sweaty.. haha..


because of our craziness.. we went home late and traffic jams and i had to rush to prepare for dinner BEFORE mum come back.. it is really tired.. haha.. rush like crazy maniac.. haha.. but it worth it.. haha..

everything is so happy and perfect until mum home.. her car hmm.. what can i say.. need to be repair badly.. haix.. she in bad mood and dad too.. urgh.. ruin everthing.. haix.. whatever.. i am very tired to bother those two maniac.. haix.. do whatever they like i don't care.. cause i am happy enough..

i went to bed eearly that night.. haha.. no doubt i sleep like a pig.. haha.. no more nightmares tonight i can say that.. and i am glad.. cause i must be really exshouted.. haha.. soon.. it is time to go.. this will be one of my sweet meemories.. lobve you.. ^^

another day

one more day closer to 11th.. haix.. suddenly i am worry and sad.. sad about thing around here.. my family, my friends and everything here in bukit mertajam.. i will miss them..

what did i did today? let see.. i watch tv as usual and nothing much for me to do.. then i sang.. haha.. in my house.. with my sister since i promise someone i will record my singing for them when i left.. i try to keep my promise but i wasn't fond with this idea.. haha.. cause i am seriously not good in singing.. haha. but singing with sister.. haha.. it had beeen a very very long time since we all so busy for our studies.. haix.. today we duet.. haha.. i nearly lost my voice.. kakaz.. but at least we had fun.. at least.. that's i can garantee about.. haha..

tomorrow i will going out with my sister again for the last time and i really hope it is going to be fun.. even i am so worry you will come here and meet me.. i am soo worry.. you live so far.. i know you want come down to accompany me and see me for the last time.. but i seriously don't want you get tired even half of my heart want you to come down.. but i don't want to be that selfish.. i will be fine.. don't worry.. but if you don't mind.. take care yourself.. you promise so keep your word.. you will always in my heart and mind don't worry and i won't forget you.. haha.. i am sure about it..

almost a perfect day

today 6/5/2009 is almost a perfect day to me.. to be actual it is the happiest day among the these few months.. maybe is because of you.. you came.. i don't know whether you came and talk with me in purpose or what.. but at least you stop by.. before i left.. to make me feel like you and me stil bonding and we stil in touch.. even not much but it is enough to make me happy all day.. i love you is all i can say and thank you..

i went to school today to sign the form thing.. and as usual both of them sneak out dating.. haix.. and i had to cover for them.. haix.. i wonder this can be stopped? it is so funny.. haha.. they almost got caught if they come back just a little late.. kaka.. lucky for them that my dad's eye sight wasn't that good anymore.. haha.. maybe they did pray that day..

today seems sooo perfect untill some idoit destroy all the joy.. urgh.. that stupid idiot..!! maybe is not their fault.. is my fault for not being lovely enough to ask them out.. haix.. everyone just put me aeroplane.. they said they are going and now it turn to be nothing.. urgh.. fine.. i will go out with my sister alone.. haix..

even though i am soo tired when i get home but you came.. you make today my day.. thanks.. i can't tell you how happy i am when you did stay and talk with me.. it mean alots to me.. really.. maybe for the last time.. but it is enought to make me happy.. maybe i am not close like we did, you din ask me out or have the same ring or whatever.. at least you drop by.. that is enough.. it means you never forget me.. thanks..

today is almost a perfect day to me that mum din scold me and dad too.. nobody make me frustrated.. and so far my mood is good untill those stupid idiot make me almost cry.. haix.. it is so unfair!! urgh.. nevermind.. i still have my sister to care about me..

4/5/2009

what a day.. just a morning enough to drive me insane.. thanks to our beloved government.. haha.. actually i don't know whether it is their fault or mine.. haha..

i went to BSN to open ATM account for my matric thing with Mei Fang and Ying Ting.. and to our horror, we can't open the account cause our IC's micro chip have some problems.. so we had to drive ourselves to the TMB perndaftaran to make a new IC and get the temperarly IC.. RM10 for the charges!! my godness.. RM10!! and the problems started.. Mei Fang finger print has some problems.. and she can't get the temperaly IC.. she had to go to Geogetown to sah the damm paper AFTER three days.. then she can only use that for the account.. my godness.. she is so unhappy and nearly had a fight with her sister.. i really worry about her at that time.. then we drove the the Buktit Mertajam BSN to try our luck see whether she can make an account today.. but no luck and i had my account and she had to wait.. poor girl.. haix..

After that we went to pharmacy to buy medicine.. well.. she has almost the same illness that i have but she bring many things there while i am really little.. haix.. suddenly think that i am going to ask my mother again to make sure of it.. haix.. today turn out to be really tired morning for rushing here and there.. haix.. and dad is not here and sister went to friend's house. haix.. left me alone.. haix..

i realy have to thank mei fang for fetching me here and there to do this things.. thank.. ^^

2/5/2009

2/5/2009 Kadet Bomba dan Penyelamat Mesyuarat Agung.. It might be the last time i am going to be involve in the Bomba activities again cause i am going to study soon.. haix.. some of friends are there but we din really talk much.. to be honest, it is really boring cause all the voting thing.. haix.. so waste of time.. and when the moment for playing games.. my dad come and fetch me!! urgh.. i ask him to fetch me at 11sth but he came at 10sth.. haix.. wordless..

new KBP comitte new start and another ending for the old commitee.. time pass very fast and it won't wait for us.. haix..