Monday, April 26, 2010

Distance

keep thing inside our heart
remain silent about everything to ourselves
yet take good care of each other no matter what
that is the distance between us

i don't know is it my fault or what
but i know the difference among both of us
whatever it is i don't know what should do

is this distance is going to be closer?
or the distance is getting further?
i'm tired and i'm afraid

is there going to be a bridge between the distance?
or there will be another barrier between us?
i'm helpless

Thursday, April 8, 2010

confession

these days is really busy where most of us is busy with academic, event, business and what so ever thing they are on to.. and due to these reason, nobody have time to care something little.. and i have to admit that I can't blame you guys because I am not anybody to you guys.. but at least.. AT LEAST.. please lent a hand to make thing better..

I going to make a confession here
Yes, I did bring somebody that you guys don't like
Yes, I don't like the way you guys living
Yes, I still have a little unhappy after that time
Yes, I don't like being dirty in my accommodation
Yes, I am not a good housemate or roommate
Yes, I am not a friendly person to you all

and here I am, mad and frustration with all the things going on now!
I mad with you guys for being lazy
I mad with you guys for being selfish
"selfish" in the sense that you guys do whatever you want but the mess will be cleaned up by others
I am mad I admit that!

Once in a while can't you guys just be a responsible person?!
I didn't ask for being 100% or 5-star-hotel cleanliness but at least have some condition where we can say that is a place where it is nice to live on
I don't know why is everybody rushing to the washroom while they already have theirs
well, that is not i mad of..
if you guys want to use the washroom, can't you guys at least make sure it is clean?!
GOD DAMM IT!!!!
you use the washroom and didn't flush it?! I don't want to care who is the person who did it but at least for god sake, isn't it a common sense for you guys?!
common sense that you have to flush it after you done your business?!
I didn't mention it to you guys because i thought maybe you forget or what.. but after so many times.. are you still forgetting these normal thing?!
I didn't or espect any of you to clean the washroom which you guys didn't!! but at least AT LEAST make sure it is clean!!! you guys bath and make the floor slippery and all those hair and those smelly thing.. damm it!!
there is no maid in the house and nobody is going to care because everybody doesn't care.. but the smell is getting to my room and it is disgusting..
i used to clean them once a week since nobody care but now i have to clean it twice a day!!
you guys think that you don't care and you can use it but i am the one who clean it!! you guys can say that you busy then is that i am FREE?!

since i am the bad guy, i don't mind being a bad guy for another 1 month!!
once in a while can't you guys use your INTELLIGENT mind to think that
"there is the need to clean the place after you cook thing?"
"there is the need to put thing back nicely and clean after you used people thing?"
"there is the need to clean the mess up after you accidentally split anything on the floor or the table?"
didn't you?!
you guys have your breakfast but the milo powder split out and nobody care to clean it..
you guys have your lunch or dinner, making all the mess and oily environment then enjoy your meal while thing putting there days after days?!
you guys have the rules that you guys want to put the rubbish separately to avoid the insect.. but didn't you guys think of the reason?! is us who lazy to throw the rubbish!! you guys throw everything until it coming out and nobody cares!! even the plastic bag is overwhelmed!! you guys have the rules and paper to drop down the date to throw the rubbish.. and i didn't write any because i know deeply in my heart who throw it.. when the rubbish is overwhelmed nobody care, while you guys busy nobody care, when you guys lazy you don't care.. when did you guys care?!

i am mad and i am really not going to care anymore..
there are lots lots of thing that i want to say but i remain silent but it doesn't meant that i don't care!!!!!!
god damm hell!!!
these are the confession that i made for NOW!!!