我真的快活活的给你气死了
最近不懂为什么情绪的不稳
会让我特别辛苦
呼吸都难
真的快被你气死了
Monday, July 30, 2012
我真的不懂要怎么说
做人有时候可以不要这样贪小便宜吗？
就算是你想要占人便宜
请求你放聪明点
可以吗？
我说了多少次？
你用你的线，我们用我们的
我连密码都不要给你
而你就去换了密码
算~ 我不理你
以为你真的会醒目
就算你偷偷用我也是一眼开一眼关
但是现在人家开口了
告诉我有人在下载东西
一开始我还以为是别人盗用我们的线
以为他没事赖错人
哪里知道被人查出是你再上网用我们的线
去看你的电脑
真的是
而且还在下载！！！
你要我怎么样解释？！！
你想下载什么我懂但是我不会介意
我不想理你
但是我跟你说了多少次
下载就用你的线！！！！
当我说你
不要偷用我们的时候
你说我什么？
“不要那么令穑，就用那么一点也要计较？”
我不计较
但是被人曾经开口暗示我你没跟我们公司怎么会用我们的线？
大家都已经开一只眼关一只眼了
你还想怎样？
我们一直好奇为什么先那么慢
原来是你！！！！！！！！
我不介意你跟我计较那些钱
我既然选择跟你
你的一切我就算怎么不喜欢怎么爱念
我还是一样接受
尽量配合
你想要贪小便宜
好～
我只是偶尔提醒你
并没有跟你吵什么
你想要脸面
在朋友面前我给完你脸
出席的场面我真的给足你脸了
你的男人至尊我都留给你
那你呢？
你这样做我的脸面呢？
现在你懂我有多不好意思吗？
你懂我有多难看吗？？
你想要跟别人计较钱
好～
不让别人不喜欢
我付
你却说我明明就没钱还硬要扛
对！
我就是没钱都硬要扛
因为这样跟人家计较贪人家的便宜
你觉得很好吗？
别人没跟我们计较
我们就不要跟人家计较
这种道理你不明白吗？？！！
对你而言
钱就那么重要吗？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！
我真的给你活活的气到
不懂要说什么了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
就算是你想要占人便宜
请求你放聪明点
可以吗？
我说了多少次？
你用你的线，我们用我们的
我连密码都不要给你
而你就去换了密码
算~ 我不理你
以为你真的会醒目
就算你偷偷用我也是一眼开一眼关
但是现在人家开口了
告诉我有人在下载东西
一开始我还以为是别人盗用我们的线
以为他没事赖错人
哪里知道被人查出是你再上网用我们的线
去看你的电脑
真的是
而且还在下载！！！
你要我怎么样解释？！！
你想下载什么我懂但是我不会介意
我不想理你
但是我跟你说了多少次
下载就用你的线！！！！
当我说你
不要偷用我们的时候
你说我什么？
“不要那么令穑，就用那么一点也要计较？”
我不计较
但是被人曾经开口暗示我你没跟我们公司怎么会用我们的线？
大家都已经开一只眼关一只眼了
你还想怎样？
我们一直好奇为什么先那么慢
原来是你！！！！！！！！
我不介意你跟我计较那些钱
我既然选择跟你
你的一切我就算怎么不喜欢怎么爱念
我还是一样接受
尽量配合
你想要贪小便宜
好～
我只是偶尔提醒你
并没有跟你吵什么
你想要脸面
在朋友面前我给完你脸
出席的场面我真的给足你脸了
你的男人至尊我都留给你
那你呢？
你这样做我的脸面呢？
现在你懂我有多不好意思吗？
你懂我有多难看吗？？
你想要跟别人计较钱
好～
不让别人不喜欢
我付
你却说我明明就没钱还硬要扛
对！
我就是没钱都硬要扛
因为这样跟人家计较贪人家的便宜
你觉得很好吗？
别人没跟我们计较
我们就不要跟人家计较
这种道理你不明白吗？？！！
对你而言
钱就那么重要吗？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！
我真的给你活活的气到
不懂要说什么了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
29/07/2012
Today, I waited and waited
I am just waiting you to come back
Not feeling well today
Don't know why
But then I still have to do the assignment
Therefore, I went to campus before he back
We end up at Xiao Xie at the end cause MMU was suffering no electricity day
There is nothing I can drink there
No ice, no coffee, no chocolate, no tea
Great, I can eat grass there
At the end, I ordered a lime honey (less sweet)
End up, I added 3 times of water it still SWEET!
And I forgotten that lime = sour
End up, I am so suffering right now
After back, he cooked dinner
He did mistakes again
I really don't get it
The instruction is simple
"take the rice in the refrigerator and steam it"
But he didn't get it right
Lazy perhaps
No comment
Then after dinner I told him something that I already knew will pissed him off
Then things just goes beyond control
I feel like slapping him on the spot but I pitied him
I was thinking "Are we really meant to be together?"
I mean, why should we have to quarrel everytime we meet?
You didn't even called me when you are away from me
I cried last night when I talked with Justin
Cause I feel very tired and suffer of this relationship
I worked very hard to make things better
And at the end I cried a lot of time
No matter how hard it is
All I want is for you to care about me
To love me
To accompany me
I don't mind of others
But can you really do this?
Will you able to really really really ignore others and just to love me?
When you hug me and kissed me on the forehead gentle-ly
You know why I cried?
Cause it had been really LONG that you really really give me the feelings that you care
And when you said that you want to accompany for awhile
I cried, and you know why?
Cause you really really didn't accompany me very quiet a long time
All my time are occupied with him, Justin, Rene, Siok Ching
YOU?
At the end, I guess I cried too long and too harsh
Things got too far
I got sudden asthma
I was like "OH SHIT!"
Fine, this just got too too crazy
I really can't breath and I started feel cold
My hands and legs starts anesthesia
Great~!
I felt like I am really gonna killed by my parents soon if I really didn't settled this and end up in hospital
It took me a very long time to cool down myself
No matter how I cool down myself
I still can't breath
I can breath through my mouth but the air doesn't get into the lungs
What the F***!!
I started to worry caused I started to feel dizzy
What if I really fainted?!
SHIT~!
I told myself to hang on
Cause "NO HOSPITAL"!
After around half an hour
Everything is better
Dizziness and tiredness
I slept for like 2 hours? Maybe
I don't really sure
All I know is I am cold but I am damn sweating like hell
Then when I woke up
My stomach is damn killing me
End up in the washroom twice - diarrehea
SHIT!
I think that might because I missed my two-days medicine
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!
Everything goes wrong that moment
Asthma + Stomach ache + Menstrual + Assignment + Presentation
You really want me dead didn't you?
Then Juin How found that I got asthama
He really really going to kill me
Both of us got asthma
But he is more serious than I do
NOW, I am more serious than HIM
GREAT!!!!
I am so dead
And it is late 2am
I have not yet sleep!
What the HELL!
I am just going to be dead soon!
I am just waiting you to come back
Not feeling well today
Don't know why
But then I still have to do the assignment
Therefore, I went to campus before he back
We end up at Xiao Xie at the end cause MMU was suffering no electricity day
There is nothing I can drink there
No ice, no coffee, no chocolate, no tea
Great, I can eat grass there
At the end, I ordered a lime honey (less sweet)
End up, I added 3 times of water it still SWEET!
And I forgotten that lime = sour
End up, I am so suffering right now
After back, he cooked dinner
He did mistakes again
I really don't get it
The instruction is simple
"take the rice in the refrigerator and steam it"
But he didn't get it right
Lazy perhaps
No comment
Then after dinner I told him something that I already knew will pissed him off
Then things just goes beyond control
I feel like slapping him on the spot but I pitied him
I was thinking "Are we really meant to be together?"
I mean, why should we have to quarrel everytime we meet?
You didn't even called me when you are away from me
I cried last night when I talked with Justin
Cause I feel very tired and suffer of this relationship
I worked very hard to make things better
And at the end I cried a lot of time
No matter how hard it is
All I want is for you to care about me
To love me
To accompany me
I don't mind of others
But can you really do this?
Will you able to really really really ignore others and just to love me?
When you hug me and kissed me on the forehead gentle-ly
You know why I cried?
Cause it had been really LONG that you really really give me the feelings that you care
And when you said that you want to accompany for awhile
I cried, and you know why?
Cause you really really didn't accompany me very quiet a long time
All my time are occupied with him, Justin, Rene, Siok Ching
YOU?
At the end, I guess I cried too long and too harsh
Things got too far
I got sudden asthma
I was like "OH SHIT!"
Fine, this just got too too crazy
I really can't breath and I started feel cold
My hands and legs starts anesthesia
Great~!
I felt like I am really gonna killed by my parents soon if I really didn't settled this and end up in hospital
It took me a very long time to cool down myself
No matter how I cool down myself
I still can't breath
I can breath through my mouth but the air doesn't get into the lungs
What the F***!!
I started to worry caused I started to feel dizzy
What if I really fainted?!
SHIT~!
I told myself to hang on
Cause "NO HOSPITAL"!
After around half an hour
Everything is better
Dizziness and tiredness
I slept for like 2 hours? Maybe
I don't really sure
All I know is I am cold but I am damn sweating like hell
Then when I woke up
My stomach is damn killing me
End up in the washroom twice - diarrehea
SHIT!
I think that might because I missed my two-days medicine
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!
Everything goes wrong that moment
Asthma + Stomach ache + Menstrual + Assignment + Presentation
You really want me dead didn't you?
Then Juin How found that I got asthama
He really really going to kill me
Both of us got asthma
But he is more serious than I do
NOW, I am more serious than HIM
GREAT!!!!
I am so dead
And it is late 2am
I have not yet sleep!
What the HELL!
I am just going to be dead soon!
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Lavender
Watched Lavender
People loving each other
People trying to do things just to get each other
But at the end
Everyone gets hurt
Is it worth?
No
I miss you
Did you?
How to do feel about this?
Nice?
One day if I really been to Japan or Taiwan
I will buy one for myself
Thursday, July 26, 2012
肠热
肠热症是伤寒病和副伤寒病的总称，主要由伤寒杆菌和甲、乙、丙型副伤寒杆菌引起。典型伤寒病的病程较长。细菌到达小肠后，穿过肠粘膜上皮细胞侵入肠壁淋巴组织，经淋巴管至肠系膜淋巴结及其他淋巴组织并在其中繁殖，经胸导管进入血流，引起第一次菌血症。此时相当病程的第1周，称前驱期。病人有发热、全身不适、乏力等。细菌随血流至骨髓、肝、脾、肾、胆囊、皮肤等并在其中繁殖，被脏器中吞噬细胞吞噬的细菌再次进入血流，引起第二次菌血症。此期症状明显，相当于病程的第2～3周，病人持续高热，相对缓脉，肝脾肿大及全身中毒症状，部分病例皮肤出现玫瑰疹。存于胆囊中的细菌随胆汁排至肠道，一部分随粪便排出体外。部分菌可再次侵入肠壁淋巴组织，出现超敏反应，引起局部坏死和溃疡，严重者发生肠出血和肠穿孔。肾脏中的细菌可随尿排出。第4周进入恢复期，患者逐渐康复。
典型伤寒的病程约3～4周。病愈后部分患者可自粪便或尿液继续排菌3周至3个月，称恢复期带菌者。约有3%的伤寒患者成为慢性带菌者。副伤寒病与伤寒病症状相似，但一般较轻，病程较短，约1～3周即愈。
伤寒或副伤寒病后有牢固的免疫性，很少再感染。主要依靠细胞免疫，表现为单核巨噬细胞系统在淋巴因子的作用下，胞内酶数量增多，活性增强，从而杀死寄生在细胞内的细菌。
便血是肛肠科疾病很常见的症状之一，肛肠科门诊患者以便血为主诉而就诊者，约占60%。便血治疗往往受到患者的忽视，便血在普通百姓的眼里，往往被轻率地认为是无关紧要的痔疮，不到实在挺不住的程度，绝对不会轻易到医院就诊进行便血治疗，这是极端错误的认识，往往为此耽误了病情，尤其也是以便血为主要症状的大肠癌，失去了最佳的手术时机。
便血治疗更应趁早进行，便血为多种疾病的临床表现，诸如痔疮、肛裂、结直肠息肉、溃疡性结肠炎、大肠癌等等肛肠科疾病，也是属于常见的几种疾病，其他科系的许多疾病，也有许多是以便血为症状的。肛肠疾病便血大多色鲜红，与粪便不混合，表现为手纸染血，滴出或呈喷射状，大多间断性发作。而且常常伴有肛门疼痛、肛门瘙痒、肛门坠胀、肛门周围肿物等症状。
便血治疗需要特别提示的是：如果便血的颜色暗红，并与粘液或脓液混合，附在大便的表面或与粪便混合，一定要做电子纤维结肠镜检查，排除大肠恶性肿瘤。便血的原因较多，几乎全消化道出血均可引起便血，因此患者应该首先到医院确诊，针对确切的病情可适当进行自治。
下面北京东大肛肠医院的专家就来讲解一下便血治疗的注意事项，养成定时大便的习惯，大便以稀糊状为佳。减少增加腹压的姿态，如下蹲、屏气。忌久坐、久立、久行和劳累过度。忌食辛热、油腻、粗糙、多渣的食品，忌烟酒、咖啡。
多食具有清肠热，滋润营养黏膜、通便止血作用的食品，如生梨汁、藕汁、荸荠汁、芦根汁、芹菜汁、胡萝卜、白萝卜（熟食）、苦瓜、茄子、黄瓜、菠菜、金针菜、卷心菜、蛋黄、苹果、无花果、香蕉、黑芝麻、胡桃肉、白木耳等。要心情开朗，勿郁怒动火。心境不宽，烦躁忧郁会使肠粘膜收缩，血行不畅。减少房事，房事过频会使肠粘膜充血。加重出血。（责任编辑：罗小琴）
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Nom Nom Nom~
Just realize that I miss the bites!
Bite bite bite
Am I so cute when I bite?
Or am I annoying?
Guess to him
I am annoying > cute
Right?!
41st Annual St Anne Festival
Almost 2 or 3 years I didn't go to this St Anne Church
I love to be there
First, it is very peaceful to be there no matter when
Second, there are some memories and hopes when I was small
I just went back from there
I just realized that how much I wish that he is here
We planned but I just don't dare to ask permission from my parents
Guess both of us are not ready for another test
I love to be there
First, it is very peaceful to be there no matter when
Second, there are some memories and hopes when I was small
I just went back from there
I just realized that how much I wish that he is here
We planned but I just don't dare to ask permission from my parents
Guess both of us are not ready for another test
This is the famous St. Anne Church in Bukit Mertajam
Wanted to know the history?
St Anne's Church in Bukit Mertajam is a Roman Catholic Church. Every year, it attracts over 100,000 pilgrims from Malaysia as well as neighbouring countries like Singapore, the Philippines and Australia. Normally it lasts for 10 days which includes the actual feast day on 26th July.
My house is very near with St Anne Church
Therefore, every year it crowded my house most of the time
And most of time, the main day is the day where it is very noisy and most of the time I can't sleep
Every year I looked through the window and saw a lot of my friends walked by
They were laughing and playing around
But I never once be there
Every year I with my parents
Every year I looked out the window wishing that I might have my own gathering like this
Free from the cages that follows me since the day I am born
Candles are lighted up
Hopes are there!
After you make your wish
You put on the bars so that the wish come true!
You put on the bars so that the wish come true!
I made few wishes this year
I really really wish that all of them will come true
Please!
Monday, July 23, 2012
Sunday, July 22, 2012
21/07/2012
Yesterday was a totally tired day
Why?
Well, I doesn't really sleep well that night cause of the Processional Ethics
Then I woke up at 6am and memorized
Then I slept until 7am
I was worried "Is it that that we need study?"
Cause it is really little
Exam
Nervous
Trying to squeeze everything in 3 pages
But
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Whatever, I don't care
I need to go to the event and helped
Therefore, I left Siok Ching
Sorry
I was really worried that he unable to handle
During the competition
It seems "warm"
I was doing nothing but the formal documents
I played Diamond Dash for 20++ round where I used up all requests sent by my friends
Then he played Pitbull's song
God, those songs are mostly my favourite song when in Mixx
I just know that that guy named Pitbull
We planned to go Mixx yesterday night
But Justin didn't manage to go
I know why
Her boyfriend is going
Well, I can't say anything about it
Cause I know he had his reason
But I just don't get it
She has her boyfriend and she has the right to invite him over just like what Justin did when he has a girlfriend
Due to the Mixx plan is cancelled
We planned to go Sing K
But Wei Lun found me for a chat
He asked me why Justin not going
Well, I said that MAYBE is because of Rene's boyfriend
Yes, he agreed as well
The he asked me why Rene wanted to ask her boyfriend join us
I said that she has the right to ask her boyfriend accompany her
And something shocked me
You know what he replied me?
"Then why ask us?"
Wow, I was really really stunned that moment
I don't get it
Why you can accepts other member's partners but you just can't accepts hers?
Isn't that unfair to her?
I know he is the best friend of Justin
But I think it is really unfair to Rene
What do you expect?
Everytime we go out, she join us and let Justin hug and take care all the time?
Well, I mean she has the right to ask her boyfriend to join her
Yes, I know Justin is unhappy
So I never force him to
But I never thought that Wei Lun has this kind of thought
You said me why am I want to difficult myself regarding YiQing's matter
Why don't I just enjoy myself?
Now is my turn to ask you, WHY don't YOU?
We are friends
You can't just like that just to protect Justin
And I worried about Justin too
Come ON!
That day I was stucked between Weilun and Rene
And I worried about Justin's condition
How he feels? How he thinks?
You think it is fun?
Rene just want to go out with us
And it happen that her boyfriend was with her whole day
Takkan want her just left her boyfriend alone at home when she came out with us
Then Weilun was asking me why Rene do this and that
Well, she is simple
She just want to bring her boyfriend along so that we can get along
Then next time she can come out with him
I think that's her thoughts
Stuck in the middle of Justin and YiQing
Stuck in the middle of Weilun + Justin and Rene
A brother
A sister
A friend
All my important pal
You want me to choose?
Sorry, I will choose ALL
Then we went to Sing K
4 persons, a couple date
I was nearly dead singing
I am so breathless
Then we hang out at Mamak chatting until 2am something
Rene is suffering
She can't stand with Yao Yi and Ai Ling
Well, there is nothing I can do
I warn her before
But she said there is nothing
Now things happened
She asked me how
What am I suppose to give advice?
All I said is "If you are suffer, if there is something goes WRONG, QUIT immediately"
Then after that we kena saman cause the car plat is against the law
Police in Malaysia
No comment
Then I slept aroudn 4am plus
You know why?
Drama!!!
My Bosco!!!
You never change!!!
You are still so so so so super duper handsome and gentle and smart!!
Jezzzzz, I nearly fainted when he saved the girl!!!
OMG~!!!
I willing to not sleep one night just to watch him~!!
GOD!!
From now, Bosco, You are officially become my third husband!!!
Congratulation that you had been upgraded!!
Here's the latest "husband list"
1st, Edward Cullen
2nd, Lee Hom
3rd, Bosco
4th, Raymond Lam
Bluek =p
Why?
Well, I doesn't really sleep well that night cause of the Processional Ethics
Then I woke up at 6am and memorized
Then I slept until 7am
I was worried "Is it that that we need study?"
Cause it is really little
Exam
Nervous
Trying to squeeze everything in 3 pages
But
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Whatever, I don't care
I need to go to the event and helped
Therefore, I left Siok Ching
Sorry
I was really worried that he unable to handle
During the competition
It seems "warm"
I was doing nothing but the formal documents
I played Diamond Dash for 20++ round where I used up all requests sent by my friends
Then he played Pitbull's song
God, those songs are mostly my favourite song when in Mixx
I just know that that guy named Pitbull
We planned to go Mixx yesterday night
But Justin didn't manage to go
I know why
Her boyfriend is going
Well, I can't say anything about it
Cause I know he had his reason
But I just don't get it
She has her boyfriend and she has the right to invite him over just like what Justin did when he has a girlfriend
Due to the Mixx plan is cancelled
We planned to go Sing K
But Wei Lun found me for a chat
He asked me why Justin not going
Well, I said that MAYBE is because of Rene's boyfriend
Yes, he agreed as well
The he asked me why Rene wanted to ask her boyfriend join us
I said that she has the right to ask her boyfriend accompany her
And something shocked me
You know what he replied me?
"Then why ask us?"
Wow, I was really really stunned that moment
I don't get it
Why you can accepts other member's partners but you just can't accepts hers?
Isn't that unfair to her?
I know he is the best friend of Justin
But I think it is really unfair to Rene
What do you expect?
Everytime we go out, she join us and let Justin hug and take care all the time?
Well, I mean she has the right to ask her boyfriend to join her
Yes, I know Justin is unhappy
So I never force him to
But I never thought that Wei Lun has this kind of thought
You said me why am I want to difficult myself regarding YiQing's matter
Why don't I just enjoy myself?
Now is my turn to ask you, WHY don't YOU?
We are friends
You can't just like that just to protect Justin
And I worried about Justin too
Come ON!
That day I was stucked between Weilun and Rene
And I worried about Justin's condition
How he feels? How he thinks?
You think it is fun?
Rene just want to go out with us
And it happen that her boyfriend was with her whole day
Takkan want her just left her boyfriend alone at home when she came out with us
Then Weilun was asking me why Rene do this and that
Well, she is simple
She just want to bring her boyfriend along so that we can get along
Then next time she can come out with him
I think that's her thoughts
Stuck in the middle of Justin and YiQing
Stuck in the middle of Weilun + Justin and Rene
A brother
A sister
A friend
All my important pal
You want me to choose?
Sorry, I will choose ALL
Then we went to Sing K
4 persons, a couple date
I was nearly dead singing
I am so breathless
Then we hang out at Mamak chatting until 2am something
Rene is suffering
She can't stand with Yao Yi and Ai Ling
Well, there is nothing I can do
I warn her before
But she said there is nothing
Now things happened
She asked me how
What am I suppose to give advice?
All I said is "If you are suffer, if there is something goes WRONG, QUIT immediately"
Then after that we kena saman cause the car plat is against the law
Police in Malaysia
No comment
Then I slept aroudn 4am plus
You know why?
Drama!!!
My Bosco!!!
You never change!!!
You are still so so so so super duper handsome and gentle and smart!!
Jezzzzz, I nearly fainted when he saved the girl!!!
OMG~!!!
I willing to not sleep one night just to watch him~!!
GOD!!
From now, Bosco, You are officially become my third husband!!!
Congratulation that you had been upgraded!!
Here's the latest "husband list"
1st, Edward Cullen
2nd, Lee Hom
3rd, Bosco
4th, Raymond Lam
Bluek =p
Thursday, July 19, 2012
直到你不找我
记得当时谁路过
秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过
你的表情提示过
爱的可能是我
想法太乱 幻觉太多
疑虑很大 直到说不清楚
心算太慢 但仍然算错
找对人 偏错过
直到开始想喜欢我
直到终于不喜欢我
直到碰上一个 逃避一个
追不上 躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终于不想找我
直到你擦身过 才认得我
彼此也在折磨 像当初
想法太乱 直觉对么
疑虑很大 直到爱不清楚
当这世上 全怀疑我错
总有人 相信我
直到开始想喜欢我
直到终于不喜欢我
直到碰上一个 逃避一个
追不上 躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终于不想找我
直到你擦身过 才认得我
彼此也在折磨 像当初
Monday, July 16, 2012
狮子座今日運勢
狮子座今日運勢短評：
運勢平和，健康方面需要多加注意。
貴人星座：雙子座
幸運數字：1
吉時吉色：pm:1:00--2:00 遠洋藍
開運方位：正東方向
運勢内容：
整體運 解析
今天愛情比較平淡，雙方都忙於自己的事情，少有單獨相處的機會。工作方面，今天較忙碌，但要想完成任務還需抓緊時間。身體方面，不小心磕到碰到會造成不小的損傷，不管在家或是出門都多多注意腳下才好。
愛情運 解析
感情豐富，戀愛中的人只想和戀人黏在一起，不談金錢問題會過得很開心！
事業運(學業) 解析
心事重重的你喜歡把自己孤立起來，獨來獨往的行事作風，顯然很不合群。
財運 解析
賺錢不輕鬆，突發狀況多。
天蝎座今日運勢
天蝎座今日運勢短評：
順其自然反而能強化運勢。
貴人星座：天蠍座
幸運數字：3
吉時吉色：am:8:00--10:00 琉璃銀
開運方位：正東方向
運勢内容：
整體運 解析
感情的事順其自然就好，該放手時便放手，這樣不僅使你重獲自由且還能增強桃花。注意保管好自己的錢包和貴重物品，小心身邊的陌生人。多出門走動走動，呼吸新鮮氧氣，是淨化心靈的最好方法。
愛情運 解析
已婚者易得到另一半的支持與理解，讓你感動；單身者桃花較弱，想戀愛需等待時機。
事業運(學業) 解析
做事比較急躁，遇到突發事件很容易失去理智，心慌意亂往往會讓你把簡單的事情複雜化。
財運 解析
財運不佳，金錢上缺乏計劃，魯莽行事導致虧損，莫在此日有衝動性的金錢活動或消費行為。
今日運勢
今日運勢短評：
等待，亦能成就好運。
貴人星座：天蠍座
幸運數字：4
吉時吉色：am:6:00--8:00 杜鵑粉
開運方位：正東方向
運勢内容：
整體運 解析
心情好壞對方一看便知，別把心事藏在心裡，說出來問題才更好解決；與合作夥伴的配合再緊密些，財運突破最高點的時機就在眼前喔！暫時先把工作放一邊，小心兼顧不成反而會蠟燭兩頭燒！
愛情運 解析
運勢佳，單身者有心儀的對象不妨大膽表白，成功的機率高。
事業運(學業) 解析
事業運普通，會扮演配合聽話的角色，依章法行事。不妨趁著午休時間去外面繞兩圈，釋放一下壓力吧！
財運 解析
吉星、福星高照的日子，金錢上有錦上添花的機緣，得財不費力，多麼令人羨慕的運氣；還有小小的賭運唷！
Choice
"You need to know that I'm in love with you. And I want you to choose me instead of him." - Jacob Black, Eclipse
Sorry
The answer still the same
No matter how not worth it is
Sorry
The answer still the same
No matter how not worth it is
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Unhappy
Really kinda unhappy day today
I don't know why
My sister came to Melacca today
She wanted to meet me
She wanted to go to Library
But nobody can go
She Rene exam this weekend
Justin can't drink
Me obviously can't take anymore alcohol
Then she insisted to go
Fine, we planned to go sing K
I asked her ask Justin whether can he go
He said Ok
I really thought he didn't work
And my sister keep urging me
Said that she got job can't too late
I really really phek chek to the max!
It's not my fault ok??
What the hell ????
I really don't know why everytime she came down also causes so many problem!
Cancel la~
Cancel la~
What the HELL
Another thing
You never understand why I am so unhappy today
I was thinking what are you treat me as?
Your girlfriend or your wife ?
You and I never marry
I don't mind of cooking meals and take care of you everyday
I really don't mind
But
I have to clean your room and mess
Then I have to do all the house chores
Did you even help?
I know you are a son of your family
You don't have to do things like that
But I am also a daughter in my family
I did do a lot of house chores in my home
But not here
Please
I am your girlfriend
Not your wife
I have no duty to do everything
I don't mind change your mattress and wash and keep for you
But you even DARE to ask me to keep your clothes and put into your cupboard?!
And even asked me to do the bed mattress for you?!
Worst
I don't mind helping you doing stuff since you got help me some
But I am not your wife or your maid
You came back and said "I am hungry"
SO?
You wanted me to cook immediately?
WHY?
Then you kept on repeating that you are hungry
Can't you prepare your own dinner?
May I ask you
Since you and me together
Did you EVER cook for yourself?!
Everytime that you mention that you hungry
I am the one who cook for your meal
Did you EVER cook maggie for yourself?!
NO
I DID
Yes, you prepared breakfast for me
You prepared bread for me
Prepared milo for me
Or prepared maggie supper for me
But can I ask you
Didn't you realize that I am heavy enough?
I need to do part-time job just to return your debt
I got clubs and events
I need to do "wife" duty
I need to study
COME ON
Use your brain and think
I am not your wife YET
I am really really heavy enough
Can't you get it?!
I really really really am very Tired
Sometime I just wish that
If possible
Maybe you and me can just change to different house
I am not a duty to take care of you
I mean at least I tried my best
I just unable to tolerate of being this
Don't expect me to do EVERYTHING for you!!!
I really am unhappy today
Justin put temper on me
My sister some more
And HIM
What the HELL!
Midterm coming but nobody help me in revision
HOW?!
Stress over stress
Prom Night there haven't settle
His RM3000 stuck inside
I had tried my best to get back
I had planned the whole "chess"
But once the contract not done
There is nothing I can do
Really
Besides worrying all these
Studies
Clubs
Friends
Family
Relationship
YOU
I still need to take care of many things
Can't you be considerate?!
Honestly?
Can you?
I don't know why
My sister came to Melacca today
She wanted to meet me
She wanted to go to Library
But nobody can go
She Rene exam this weekend
Justin can't drink
Me obviously can't take anymore alcohol
Then she insisted to go
Fine, we planned to go sing K
I asked her ask Justin whether can he go
He said Ok
I really thought he didn't work
And my sister keep urging me
Said that she got job can't too late
I really really phek chek to the max!
It's not my fault ok??
What the hell ????
I really don't know why everytime she came down also causes so many problem!
Cancel la~
Cancel la~
What the HELL
Another thing
You never understand why I am so unhappy today
I was thinking what are you treat me as?
Your girlfriend or your wife ?
You and I never marry
I don't mind of cooking meals and take care of you everyday
I really don't mind
But
I have to clean your room and mess
Then I have to do all the house chores
Did you even help?
I know you are a son of your family
You don't have to do things like that
But I am also a daughter in my family
I did do a lot of house chores in my home
But not here
Please
I am your girlfriend
Not your wife
I have no duty to do everything
I don't mind change your mattress and wash and keep for you
But you even DARE to ask me to keep your clothes and put into your cupboard?!
And even asked me to do the bed mattress for you?!
Worst
I don't mind helping you doing stuff since you got help me some
But I am not your wife or your maid
You came back and said "I am hungry"
SO?
You wanted me to cook immediately?
WHY?
Then you kept on repeating that you are hungry
Can't you prepare your own dinner?
May I ask you
Since you and me together
Did you EVER cook for yourself?!
Everytime that you mention that you hungry
I am the one who cook for your meal
Did you EVER cook maggie for yourself?!
NO
I DID
Yes, you prepared breakfast for me
You prepared bread for me
Prepared milo for me
Or prepared maggie supper for me
But can I ask you
Didn't you realize that I am heavy enough?
I need to do part-time job just to return your debt
I got clubs and events
I need to do "wife" duty
I need to study
COME ON
Use your brain and think
I am not your wife YET
I am really really heavy enough
Can't you get it?!
I really really really am very Tired
Sometime I just wish that
If possible
Maybe you and me can just change to different house
I am not a duty to take care of you
I mean at least I tried my best
I just unable to tolerate of being this
Don't expect me to do EVERYTHING for you!!!
I really am unhappy today
Justin put temper on me
My sister some more
And HIM
What the HELL!
Midterm coming but nobody help me in revision
HOW?!
Stress over stress
Prom Night there haven't settle
His RM3000 stuck inside
I had tried my best to get back
I had planned the whole "chess"
But once the contract not done
There is nothing I can do
Really
Besides worrying all these
Studies
Clubs
Friends
Family
Relationship
YOU
I still need to take care of many things
Can't you be considerate?!
Honestly?
Can you?
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
10/07/2012
I feel like want to change handphone cause I really can't get use with my handphone!!
HELP!!
But I still have to be patient
Iphone 5 fast come out
So when my sister ask for Iphone, I can get my HTC!
By the way
Today I am really really tired
When I am cleaning my handphones memories
I found a photo
I took it on Photography Appreciation Dinner at Movida
I still remember that night wasn't my night
It wasn't a good night
But I think I still like this photo ^.^
Tourism Mid-term Events
I don't know what happen
I am the assistant director of the events
Yet, why everyone finding me?
He said that want to let the JUNIOR learn
Go ahead
Then why find me?!
You don't want to listen to me
Then why find me and ask for my help?
Really no idea what kind of people
Why I always meet somebody that is so weird?!
I am the assistant director of the events
Yet, why everyone finding me?
He said that want to let the JUNIOR learn
Go ahead
Then why find me?!
You don't want to listen to me
Then why find me and ask for my help?
Really no idea what kind of people
Why I always meet somebody that is so weird?!
Monday, July 9, 2012
Bullshit!
Today something bullshit happened!
MMU Charity Prom Night 2012
Dear Committees,
I was wondering, today we mentioned that we shall settled the problem where we directly sign the stupid contract. But what happened? You guys remained silent the whole week in Facebook and then decline to sign it last minute? And then claimed that you guys don't have the confidence to settle the RM500 in one year? ONE YEAR dude, ONE YEAR. Even if you didn't do anything, each month save RM40 one year you got RM480! You really got alot of excuses!
Then you mentioned that all the debtors got no money to pay tuition fees all those bullshit stuff. Come on! I have RM1000 in the events plus Jack's RM2000, together up got RM3000, I also no money, return back to me! Use your brain, everyone was scared about it cause no news for one semester! Who doesn't afraid that nobody will return the money? Really no brain.
Then everybody was crowded there for like half an hour, what the hell? if you guys really have the problems and issues why don't you declare in Facebook? Then now need to meet Kak Nita and repeat the cycle again? What the Hell??! Waste my time!!!
I was really not feeling well when I reached there
I was sweating cold all over
And I was freezing while everyone is demanding HOT
Everyone touched me and worried cause I was shivering all over
Xiao Ying was gastric at the moment
You guys delay like this
Then there will certainly no result
What the hell?!
Bullshit over bullshit!
Really bullshit!
You claimed that you don't agree with the term of one year
You said that if one year you guys can't get the RM500, you not willing to take out your own money
WHAT THE HELL?
Then what's the point of the contract?!
I not really sure what happen to these brains
Are they functioning?
Or they suddenly no cells?
Jezzzzz
Bulltshit!
MMU Charity Prom Night 2012
Dear Committees,
I was wondering, today we mentioned that we shall settled the problem where we directly sign the stupid contract. But what happened? You guys remained silent the whole week in Facebook and then decline to sign it last minute? And then claimed that you guys don't have the confidence to settle the RM500 in one year? ONE YEAR dude, ONE YEAR. Even if you didn't do anything, each month save RM40 one year you got RM480! You really got alot of excuses!
Then you mentioned that all the debtors got no money to pay tuition fees all those bullshit stuff. Come on! I have RM1000 in the events plus Jack's RM2000, together up got RM3000, I also no money, return back to me! Use your brain, everyone was scared about it cause no news for one semester! Who doesn't afraid that nobody will return the money? Really no brain.
Then everybody was crowded there for like half an hour, what the hell? if you guys really have the problems and issues why don't you declare in Facebook? Then now need to meet Kak Nita and repeat the cycle again? What the Hell??! Waste my time!!!
I was really not feeling well when I reached there
I was sweating cold all over
And I was freezing while everyone is demanding HOT
Everyone touched me and worried cause I was shivering all over
Xiao Ying was gastric at the moment
You guys delay like this
Then there will certainly no result
What the hell?!
Bullshit over bullshit!
Really bullshit!
You claimed that you don't agree with the term of one year
You said that if one year you guys can't get the RM500, you not willing to take out your own money
WHAT THE HELL?
Then what's the point of the contract?!
I not really sure what happen to these brains
Are they functioning?
Or they suddenly no cells?
Jezzzzz
Bulltshit!
Handphone Dilemma
Should I buy handphone?
Will I affordable?
Will it a waste of money?
Which one should I choose?
Will I affordable?
Will it a waste of money?
Which one should I choose?
My sister is using this
But it spoiled after few months
Many people said that Samsung hardware is spoiled easily
So?
This is HTC One X
Fully recommended by friends
I like it as well
I know I prefer HTC
But should I wait iphone 5?
Dilemma!!
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Saturday, July 7, 2012
我是魔羯座 ♑
我喜欢这个网页
关于魔羯座的东西还蛮准的
但是有谁可以把它给看完呢？
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.386015418103216.81428.232144916823601&type=3
关于魔羯座的东西还蛮准的
但是有谁可以把它给看完呢？
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.386015418103216.81428.232144916823601&type=3
Friday, July 6, 2012
Just Realized
I just realized everything is just bullshit
What we said
What we do
What we think
But it doesn't matter anymore
Cause I just realized all those fights are just coming out of no where
What we said
What we do
What we think
But it doesn't matter anymore
Cause I just realized all those fights are just coming out of no where
Special Thanks
Thanks to 2 persons
Justin Lin and Juin How
I guess I have to say I am honoured and lucky to have both of you in my life
Justin,
You showed up at the booth while I really need somebody
I know you don't know what happen
But you just sit there and accompanied me
Thank you
Juin How
You called me almost EVERYTIME I am unhappy
Including just now
You suddenly called me
Almost everytime your call shocked me
Cause you never did things that I expected
You said that you called me cause you noticed that I wasn't happy lately
Touched!
Thank you
Both of you are friends that are worth to have
A good friend and A good brother
Thank you for staying with me everytime and anytime
Special thanks to you guys
Love you guys very much!
Justin Lin and Juin How
I guess I have to say I am honoured and lucky to have both of you in my life
Justin,
You showed up at the booth while I really need somebody
I know you don't know what happen
But you just sit there and accompanied me
Thank you
Juin How
You called me almost EVERYTIME I am unhappy
Including just now
You suddenly called me
Almost everytime your call shocked me
Cause you never did things that I expected
You said that you called me cause you noticed that I wasn't happy lately
Touched!
Thank you
Both of you are friends that are worth to have
A good friend and A good brother
Thank you for staying with me everytime and anytime
Special thanks to you guys
Love you guys very much!
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Quiet Night
I just want a quiet night
Without any clubs and tuition stuff
I just want to listen to songs and celebrate her birthday
What the F***!!
That stupid person messaged me to get the copy of the budget stuff
Seriously?!
You really think I am going to bother you?
Go F*** yourself
I am not going to bother you alright you F***ing B*tch!
If you just have the guts to scold people
Settle your matter your own you ass hole!
You have the stupid brain to look down on people
Then show that you are smart enough
Still need my help?
Go to hell right now
I guess it will help you
So just LEAVE ME ALONE!
FUCK OFF you SON OF BITCH!!!
%^#^%&*)(*)(^^&$#%$#E&^*(*_)**$^#E^&^&()
Without any clubs and tuition stuff
I just want to listen to songs and celebrate her birthday
What the F***!!
That stupid person messaged me to get the copy of the budget stuff
Seriously?!
You really think I am going to bother you?
Go F*** yourself
I am not going to bother you alright you F***ing B*tch!
If you just have the guts to scold people
Settle your matter your own you ass hole!
You have the stupid brain to look down on people
Then show that you are smart enough
Still need my help?
Go to hell right now
I guess it will help you
So just LEAVE ME ALONE!
FUCK OFF you SON OF BITCH!!!
%^#^%&*)(*)(^^&$#%$#E&^*(*_)**$^#E^&^&()
Not Feeling Well
Well I guess I wasn't feeling well the whole day
Is it because of the rain? or the air-conditioner?
I just realized that I lost every jacket!
All 3 jackets are gone
Where are they hiding?!
Then during tuition I wasn't feeling nice
But after the snack it was worse
Then we went for dinner for Siok Ching's birthday celebration
I feeling very cold all the way
Still I am fine
We ordered alot of food
Not sure what she likes
But still finished them
Then I was shivering and tired
Thought of not going for supper
But since everyone asked me to
In James's car I was really really COLD
Even the car was just 1 aircon!
Then I know I am really not right
Tired
Don't know why
Not feeling well out of no reason
>....< "
Is it because of the rain? or the air-conditioner?
I just realized that I lost every jacket!
All 3 jackets are gone
Where are they hiding?!
Then during tuition I wasn't feeling nice
But after the snack it was worse
Then we went for dinner for Siok Ching's birthday celebration
I feeling very cold all the way
Still I am fine
We ordered alot of food
Not sure what she likes
But still finished them
Then I was shivering and tired
Thought of not going for supper
But since everyone asked me to
In James's car I was really really COLD
Even the car was just 1 aircon!
Then I know I am really not right
Tired
Don't know why
Not feeling well out of no reason
>....< "
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Happy Birthday to Siok Ching
Happy birthday Siok Ching
Well, I know that you are not really happy today
I not quite sure why
I guess you don't have the enthusiasm to enjoy for today birthday
I know that you don't like celebration
So I just brought you out for dinner and supper
Not sure are you really enjoy it
But still happy birthday to you
I hope that your friends can make you laugh and enjoy your birthday
Hope to see your smile back
Happy birthday to you
And wish you all the best
Love you ~
muaz
Well, I know that you are not really happy today
I not quite sure why
I guess you don't have the enthusiasm to enjoy for today birthday
I know that you don't like celebration
So I just brought you out for dinner and supper
Not sure are you really enjoy it
But still happy birthday to you
I hope that your friends can make you laugh and enjoy your birthday
Hope to see your smile back
Happy birthday to you
And wish you all the best
Love you ~
muaz
Monday, July 2, 2012
看错我
世人昨日看错我，
今日又看错了，
也许明日还会看错，
但我依然是我，
从来不怕别人看错我
所以说，今天你认为我有心机提防着我
我不介意
因为今天你看错我，不了解我
但是也许有一天你觉得你错怪了我
但是又何妨？
我对人真心你敬我一节，我就敬你一丈你对我好我肯定双倍报答你
但是如果你得罪了我心情好的我就会忘记心情诺不好我肯定十倍奉还给你留你一个全尸！
不懂为什么每个人都好像不喜欢我
是我惹人厌吗？
还是我真的做错了？
但是我自问
我对每个人都是真心的
真的是真心对待
但是为什么我做的都好像都错
每个人都防着我
说我有心机
其实我真的很想问
“有什么心机啊？”
白痴！！
算了
今天你们看错了我
觉得我很危险
算是你们丢失了一个难得的朋友
因为我知道我自己对人是多么诚恳
就算你看错我
我不怕
因为我知道有一天你们一定会后悔
我想你保证！
世人昨日看错我，
今日又看错了，
也许明日还会看错，
但我依然是我，
从来不怕别人看错我
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Justin's Birthday
Well, Happy Birthday to my beloved Justin Lin!
Older one more year
Happy?
Well, I guess you not that happy that night
But I guess you had done your part of being "happy"
And finally!
Justin, there are things that I am super duper happy about
YOU FINALLY DRUNK !!!
Well, it's my fault eventually
I started the toasting
And followed up with several people
Continuously 3 bottom ups
Sure you are dead!
And of course, I am the sacrifices
I also drunk like hell
Long Island, I die because of you!!
We die because of you!!
But I like it
Just don't know why nobody like the taste
Justin, did you realized that SHE was really BLACK when you hug me and Rene?
Not only me notice, almost everyone notice that
I not really sure why you hug me
Is it because of the present?
Or the celebration?
Or because I am your sister?
Like the present?
I thought you know when we go to buy from you
I really am thought you know that is your present
That's why I wrap so many layers so that you won't notice
But I just realize that you DON'T KNOW
Enjoy the process of unwrapping the present?
By the way, even it is scary to sit your car while you are drunk driving
I heard what you told me last night
I know it
I still working on it
Sorry
And
Wish you the best for the year
Be happy
I will be here for you
Happy Birthday my Beloved brother
Older one more year
Happy?
Well, I guess you not that happy that night
But I guess you had done your part of being "happy"
And finally!
Justin, there are things that I am super duper happy about
YOU FINALLY DRUNK !!!
Well, it's my fault eventually
I started the toasting
And followed up with several people
Continuously 3 bottom ups
Sure you are dead!
And of course, I am the sacrifices
I also drunk like hell
Long Island, I die because of you!!
We die because of you!!
But I like it
Just don't know why nobody like the taste
Justin, did you realized that SHE was really BLACK when you hug me and Rene?
Not only me notice, almost everyone notice that
I not really sure why you hug me
Is it because of the present?
Or the celebration?
Or because I am your sister?
Like the present?
I thought you know when we go to buy from you
I really am thought you know that is your present
That's why I wrap so many layers so that you won't notice
But I just realize that you DON'T KNOW
Enjoy the process of unwrapping the present?
By the way, even it is scary to sit your car while you are drunk driving
I heard what you told me last night
I know it
I still working on it
Sorry
And
Wish you the best for the year
Be happy
I will be here for you
Happy Birthday my Beloved brother
Something that you WILL NOT understand
You never get it do you?
The reason why I NEVER NEVER NEVER wanted to find you
Here's the prove
Everytime I find you
You feel happy, that's for sure
Then when I started to have stuff to do
Or maybe I neglected you or what
You will repeat the things again with "What am I to you?"
Friend
You are my Best friend
Maybe more than than it
What do you want me to answer you?
You already know the answer?
Then you claim that that is how I treated you
Come on
I told you I am evil
I don't want to get close to you
But what you told me?
Then when I choose to be close to you then you repeated the same thing
When I stay away from you you claimed that I am cruel to you
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!
There are things that you never understand
Just like you said that I never understand your situation
No matter whose decision is made last time
But currently, it is obvious
And that's the fact that we can't be together
And you asking "WHAT AM I TO YOU?"
Or tried to satirize me with "Is what you like not what I like" or "Whatever you like to do"
Or "Be a sober" and stuff!
I don't want it
You think I wanted to be a sober?
I didn't ask it!
If possible
I will rather I NEVER meet you or know you
And you blame me for this and asking why am I treating you like this
I am sorry
I am a bad girl
A girl that not worth for you
And not good for you
So face it
The reason why I NEVER NEVER NEVER wanted to find you
Here's the prove
Everytime I find you
You feel happy, that's for sure
Then when I started to have stuff to do
Or maybe I neglected you or what
You will repeat the things again with "What am I to you?"
Friend
You are my Best friend
Maybe more than than it
What do you want me to answer you?
You already know the answer?
Then you claim that that is how I treated you
Come on
I told you I am evil
I don't want to get close to you
But what you told me?
Then when I choose to be close to you then you repeated the same thing
When I stay away from you you claimed that I am cruel to you
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!
There are things that you never understand
Just like you said that I never understand your situation
No matter whose decision is made last time
But currently, it is obvious
And that's the fact that we can't be together
And you asking "WHAT AM I TO YOU?"
Or tried to satirize me with "Is what you like not what I like" or "Whatever you like to do"
Or "Be a sober" and stuff!
I don't want it
You think I wanted to be a sober?
I didn't ask it!
If possible
I will rather I NEVER meet you or know you
And you blame me for this and asking why am I treating you like this
I am sorry
I am a bad girl
A girl that not worth for you
And not good for you
So face it
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