Gotta Get Thing Into My Head

Things got very stress lately

Assignment

Club duty

Also catching up what I had left behind

Honestly I REALLY want to be SUPER this time

No more last minutes study

But can I actually achieve it?

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Chapter 1 - Health

Lately kinda torturing actually

I feel sleepy most of the time

So

As usual I sleep most of the time

Wake up at 8am online / movie awhile then sleep back around 10am

Wake up around 12pm for lunch online awhile sleep back around 2pm

Wake up around 4pm/5pm online awhile

Then cook dinner plus dinner

Sleep back around 9pm/10pm

This is my life lately

Not really sure what's going on

But it really sleepy

Maybe is the stomach / medicine itself

I still have tons of them to finish

And I missed one medicine just now

Damn!

I keep on having "toilet rush" (if you know what I mean) these 2 days

Argh

I have to take another medicine to "cool down" myself

I think I ate too much fried things

But did I?

I remembered I didn't take sour / spicy / fried things for like almost 1 week

Argh

I think I still in the middle to fix my health

Seriously

Things doesn't go well lately

I wonder why

But I just have to cure things one by one

No more cough + flu

So thank god, no more asthma medicine

Still have a bit gastric

Get worst whenever I miss one meal

Argh

Of course, I still have bunch of medicine left to finish

Fever sometimes which I wonder why

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Chapter 2 - Homework + Clubs + Assignments

Anyhow

Things kinda mixed up together lately

Everything comes all in together

It almost make me have zero time especially when I start to watch drama

haizz

Sleeping time increase, assignment, club tasks increase, homework increase

Make me almost impossible to have extra time!!!

Things get worst when I am officially broke!

I never dare to imagine it

All my handphone are not allow to sms/call

Even my celcom reach the max limit

Dad's going to kill me SOON

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Chapter 3 - Complicated Relationship

Seriously, it is worst than everything above

At least I can finished all the tasks needed to do

Or slowly recovered from all the illness I had right now

But this?!

Damn, I really wonder how should it be right now

Honestly, I have totally no idea what to do

I really messed up this time

Kinda busy lately and all of sudden unable to contact people

I guess I drive him mad actually

But I had to admit he drive me mad as well

The whole week

Seriously, I think around 4 days we didn't contact each other

I can feel the frustration in him

And honestly, this doesn't help

I admit, I am a bit selfish

I don't like the way he did to care about me so I turn up to ignore him completely

I not quiet sure how did I did the whole few days

Maybe is the drama I think

But he nearly going to kill me

But I didn't even mind for that moment

I just want to ease things up

But I think he doesn't get the point

He always want to know MORE

Not that I don't like it

I just NEVER did that

and I didn't even DO that

I guess that's a really private joke for my housemate where she thinks I will be hanging myself up

Well, part of it is true

I don't like it

But the way I completely ignore him
I think he is going to hate me forever

From the way I did to him

After what he did

Honestly, part of me is happy

At least he get rid of me

At least he has the reason to hate me somehow

It's a good start actually

But I feel sorry to him in other way

He should be my friend

But I treat him in a very nasty way

But seriously

I don't like the way he did

And I don't think none of us going to change

So

I don't think where can we head to

It had been a very tough weeks

Illness + pressure and stuff

I can say I try to put everything aside to focus things slowly and settle it

I admit

I try to escape from him cause the main part

I don't like to explain things

Or worst

I don't even want a person to care about me so much

Cause I really have nothing to give him back

But he doesn't going to help anyway

Except I just try to get myself away from him awhile

Cause I don't think I can take it anymore

Chinese New Year is coming

Home pressure is coming

Travel stress is coming as well

Don't have to mention Final Exam

I really have to get things focus

I really have to

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Chapter 4 - Financially Broke

I am officially BROKE!!!

Damn!!

JPA didn't pay the fees

I have to pay part of it

and the flight tickets are damn expensive

Not to mention the expenses during my birthday

Plus my mum's birthday

Some more CNY's clothes expenses!!

Oh MY~

I really need some cai shen yeh!!!

Help~~

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Chapter 5 - Things got better Today

I received my last birthday present today

From Siok Ching

Guess what?!

It's a Tamakuci!!

Honestly, I didn't see it coming!!

I kinda surprise

Cause when she said Malaysia is out of stock and she got ordered from oversea

I have not even a clue!

And yet!

Thanks!!

I guess something good finally happen after this rough days

I just wish things will get better

No matter in studies, or financial or relationship or health

Let the new year starts with a tough day but ends with a happy day!