exams is getting nearer and nearer and as usual i getting nervous and nervous.. i am totally know nothing about this exam.. i feel like i am so useless.. like usual everyone is especting me to be good or rather should i say to be geniusly good.. OMG!! y? y can't i be the normal girl?!
"you must be really good ya.. you are the representative of our commerce class.. bla bla bla.."
"aiyo.. if you don't read you also can score well"
whatever.. i know myself.. i am not as confident as you all think i am.. i am really scare..
most of my friends keep asking me to teach them.. as usual i will but i am getting stress and stress.. unless i am fully concentrate on my studies or else it is not going to be better.. but my friends?? i can't just leave them.. i am so tired... sometime i just wish i am not good.. but i am who i am and i should getting along with it.. everything is going not so well these days.. i barely talk.. i don't want to talk to be actual.. and most of my friends are the victims i am so sorry.. i don't mean to be like that.. i hide away from them.. i want some peace.. i want to study.. that's who i am.. i am responsible with my result.. i havce to fight the score.. i can't just take it easy.. i am so srry.. i really am.. especially you.. i am so sorry for not talking to you... i am so sorry..
i want to help you guys but i can't go through myslef.. please don't mad at me.. i do what i think i am.. i am so sorry... friends.. exams... home.. misses... stress.. my god..
jshs friends.. where are you guys???!!!! help me here... i am breathless here.. i miss you guys.. i miss our exam with go through together.. i really am miss you guys..
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