Good actor

I think I am a good actor
Nobody ever know what I am thinking about
Include Jack where I not yet really open my heart to him
He doesn't know anything about me
I lie to him about how I feel and all the thoughts
He didn't even know that I notice something wrong with him

Jezz.. am I such a good actor?
I guess I am
But who cares
Being a good actor can makes other feel nice and comfort
What's wrong of making ourself some uneasiness in turn of making others so happy?

And I am a even good actor now
I did something
To Jack, I sincerely sorry
Ask I said
Give me some time to figure something out

All I need is time
I think even good actor will have to find time to figure out what character I want to be
Time is all I need