Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Wondering Is It My Problem or WHAT?

Tomorrow is our subject registration day
But nobody seems to care
Everybody has their own excuses

"I am busy lately, you guys arrange then let me know, I am ok with it"
"I don't know o, you guys know le let me know"
"What is our subjects? I blur now"
Everybody keep on saying they busy and don't know
Seriously
Aren't everybody the same?
We have 24 hours just like others
We have to do revision like others
We ARE the same
So why I have to be responsible for your timetable??

Seriously
And can't I choose my own subject?
Why should I follow yours?
Seriously
Please being considerable
You can't make everybody follow as you wish like your boyfriend did
He is seriously perfect for you
I salute him In EVERYWAY
But I am not!
So, Don't expect me to listen everything you say
and put all my priority on you
Sorry
I have my own thinking, my own decision, my own future to take care of

Get use to it

Just have to get use with it

依然是朋友

哭过了
累过了
睡过了
都过了

看到了不想看到的
明白了不想明白的
不想过问
不想了解
知道自己没有资格过问

因为自己明白
没有机会了

因为自己知道
自己的心死了

那就
这样
放弃了把~

没有办法回头了

但是
依然是朋友
加油把~^^

才知道 有些感受 我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友 谁会有勇气去开口
不再哭 不再难过 我们还有好大好大的天空 Oh
故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过 什么
我们依然是朋友

I wish I am Tired Now

Guess I wish that I can sleep now
Maybe the food I taken is still digesting
Maybe I overused my energy today
Maybe I..

There are a lots of excuse
Which one you want?

I wish that I am tired now
Let it be the last dream
Last night
THe Last

Let the pain ease
Let the memorise fade
Let me forget



Let it be the last

Last Song


Veronica 'Ronnie' Miller: Why did you want me to see this?
Will Blakelee: Because I thought you would like her as much as I do, scars and all.

Steve Miller: Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more.

Steve Miller: [in letter to Ronnie] Love is fragile. And we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can. And hope this fragile thing survives against all odds.

Kim: We're not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward


Be Happy







Be happy and Smile like I always did

It's still come out eventually

Nice song
Nice day
Nice night
Together with nice friends

It's still there
I can feel it
No matter how I pretend it

But
This is a great day!
Be happy!!

*smile*
笑一笑没什么大不了
:-)

What is done is done, no turn back

It's tougher than I thought
It's calmer than I thought

But what is done is done, there is turn back

There is no tears come out
Because we know what's the ending

All you can feel is what inside

It's really tougher than I thought
But I guess
I will be fine
Somehow
Eventually

Just a Kiss
lyin¡¯ here with you so close to me
it¡¯s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
caught up in this moment
caught up in your smile
i¡¯ve never opened up to anyone
so hard to hold back when i¡¯m holding you in my arms
we don¡¯t need to rush this
let¡¯s just take this slow
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
i know that if we give this a little time
it will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
it¡¯s never felt so real, no it¡¯s never felt so right
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
no i don¡¯t want to say goodnight
i know it¡¯s time to leave, but you¡¯ll be in my dreams
tonight
tonight
tonight
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, oh, let¡¯s do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
with a kiss goodnight
kiss goodnight

There will be the last night I sleep with your memories
There will be an End
So baby i will be alright, it's just like a kiss goodnight

Good night

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I know it's time to leave, but you will be in my dreams tonight

Just A Kiss
here with you so close to me
it¡¯s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
caught up in this moment
caught up in your smile
i¡¯ve never opened up to anyone
so hard to hold back when i¡¯m holding you in my arms
we don¡¯t need to rush this
let¡¯s just take this slow
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
i know that if we give this a little time
it will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
it¡¯s never felt so real, no it¡¯s never felt so right
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, with just a kiss goodnight
no i don¡¯t want to say goodnight
i know it¡¯s time to leave, but you¡¯ll be in my dreams
tonight
tonight
tonight
just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don¡¯t want to mess this thing up
i don¡¯t want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i¡¯ve been waiting for my whole life
so baby i¡¯m alright, oh, let¡¯s do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
with a kiss goodnight
kiss goodnight

The End

Guess this is the End
You start doing what you planed to do
You start to let go

Guess this is a good thing for you
No matter what
I really wish and hope you happy all the time
And of course
We still friends
And you still my coach

Guess I still feel some hit inside
But I just have to keep that part of my heart
Deep inside where nobody will open
THe key of the holder is YOU
Guess this is it

There are one song for you
Really hope that If you really feel unhappy
Can always find me
I will always there listen to what you think

Thanks for being my Guardian for all this time
I know I am very "xing fu"
Thank
and Really sorry

Everytime I Close My Eyes
Girl it's been a long long time coming's
But I I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you
And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too
Girl I think that you're truly somethin'
And you're you're every bit of a dream come true
With you baby it never rains and it's no wonder
The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you
And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too
To think of all the nights
I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughtta know
How much you mean to me
It's only right that you be in my life right here with me
oh baby baby
And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too
Loves me too

There was a girl I used to know
She was oh so beautiful
But she's not here anymore
She had a college degree
Smart as anyone could be
She had so much to live for
But she fell in love
With the wrong kinda of man
He abused her love and treated her so bad
There was not enough education in her world
That could save the life of this little girl

How Come How Long
How come, how long
It's not right, it's so wrong
Do we let it just go on
Turn our backs and carry on
Wake up, for it's too late
Right now, we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your hearts
As well as your eyes
She tried to give a cry for help
She even blamed things on herself
But no one came to her aid
Nothing was wrong as far as we could tell
That's why we'd like to tell ourselves
But not! It wasn't that way
So she fell in love
With the wrong kinda of man
And she paid with her life
For loving that man
So we can not ignore
We must look for the signs
And maybe next time we might save somebody's life
How come, how long
It's not right, it's so wrong
Do we let it just go on
Turn our backs and carry on
Wake up, for it's too late
Right now, we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your hearts
As well as your eyes
I on occasion met that guy
Instantly feeling deep inside
Something about him wasn't right
The way he calls himself a man
By beating his woman with his hands
Oh I wish that she had seen the light
How can someone like this call himself a man (He's not a man)
Cuz in reality he's far more less than yeah
And we cannot ignore whenever we see the signs
Cause anykind of abuse god knows is a sign
How come, how long
It's not right, it's so wrong
Do we let it just go on
Turn our backs and carry on
Wake up, for it's too late
Right now, we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your hearts
As well as your eyes

For you
Thanks for everything

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Stress and Tired and Scare

Stress
Tired
Scare
Nervous
Not well prepared
NObody cares
But everybody want the best
Everybody is so good

Seriously
My group is really not good
and I really feel like I want to cry
I really want to
I feel like I doing everything by my own
Seriously

Please give me some strength to be there at night
Please give me the courages to continue this
Please

I really hope that somebody will understand me and really really give me comfort
Give me some warm
Lead me to a solution to this

I wish

Sometime
I wish that I have people to help me
I wish that my group members are helpful
I wish that they are capable
I wish that they are responsible
Yet
Everybody is thinking that I will be doing everything
So
They don't have to care
Seriously
I am tired!

I really want to give up
And
Honestly
I hate you
I say it out loud !
You selfish and stingy!
All you care is yourself
so Fuck off !
You not a friend of mine!
You not qualify to be one

Hungry

OMG~!
Dman hungry
Guess is because of skipping the breakfast
haiz~
Gtg
See ya~

Ohaiyo~

Bonjour!
Today seems to be great day
I hope

But today will be a very nervous day
DRAMA!!
Damn >.<"
Not yet done our practice!
Shit!
Song haven't Settle!
Stupid!
DIE~

Things to do today:
1. Get money
2. Practice drama
3. Settle 4 chapters of FAR
4. Settle Arthur
5. French Drama

Swt..
Still
I have to go pass today
So
Good luck!
Have a nice day!

Monday, September 5, 2011

他妈的!!

他妈的王八蛋!!!
没有用的家伙!!! 

Horror

Please don't let it be true
I really hope that's a simple guess
Please

You explain to me that he likes me
But I didn't sense it AT ALL

She mention that she realize long time ago
But I didn't even feel ANYTHING

He thinks he did everything is because he has feelings to me
But I didn't think that way AT ALL

Seriously
I can accept anybody likes me
But seriously
Not Him
Cause its really really OUT OF My Mind!
It can be actually turns out to be another horror movie to me

Please..


If really is a secret crush
I will really try to stay away from you
Cause I don't feel it that way
Seriously
Both of us is worst enough
I don't want end up killing you
I just being nice to be your listener and helper and a friend

My blog

Great! With one click my blog gone!
swt..
Really careless >.<"

Good morning

Its a really nice morning today
I woke up and its still raining
Really nice weather today

But no matter how much I slept I still tired
I wonder why
Last night I force myself to sleep
Due to the "time different"
I still following the Italy time

Somehow I need to do lots of things today
1. Photostat book
2. Booth duty
3. Kill Arthur
4. Kill Wee Pang (which I not yet sure why and how)
5. Drama Practice
6. STUDY~!!

Anyhow, the most important thing is
1. STOP Facebook-ing
2. STOP Drama-ing
3. STOP Music-ing

All I can do is
1. DOWNLOAD drama/movie
2. DOWNLOAD songs

NOTHING MORE!

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Tired like hell

Its 4am in the morning
It took me 1 and a half hour to finish arranging the booth duty schedule and a monthly report
Seriously, I am damn tired by now

Justin had been very down lately
That's why I accompanied him today
He seems to be frustrated with his own girlfriend
But I guess he should be
Somehow, she is way toO OVER !
But still He needs us
So I guess I will be there for him Anytime

Guess I am not only physically tired
Haiz
Everybody is URGING me
Making the decision
Seriously
I HAVE NO IDEA
But I guess delaying is not the best solution
So..
I just feel like killing myself by now

Still I am so Great in the sense that I am dead
I am so dead cause I am so tired!
Damn.. the head is spinning