I want to make myself better

I want to make everybody feel better
I want to ask myself a favour

To let myself not to care you Too much
To prevent myself missing you Too much
To avoid myself thinking of you Too much

I wish I can do that
I not sure I can or not
But I really hope that I can do that
If not We will end up quarrel again
I can't afford to lost a friend like you
I just can't
I lost one before
Not this time

I will have to learn to protect everybody
I need to make myself better
So that nobody will get hurt again
Even myself

Every Time I Close My Eyes
It's been a long long time coming's
But I I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you

And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too

I think that you're truly somethin'
And you're you're every bit of a dream come true
With you baby it never rains and it's no wonder

The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you
And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too

To think of all the nights
I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughtta know
How much you mean to me
It's only right that you be in my life right here with me

And every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cause
I don't believe it's true
That someone like you
Loves me too

I can't afford to lost you as whoever you want to be